imeeji_frontstage | Broacasted memories catchall post

It kinda loses the meanin' if it's everyone.

Meaning. . . ? How so?

Ain't it supposed to be somethin' special?

Must it be?

Ya wouldn't differentiate between yer family and someone you knew for one day?

. . . I don't remember my family, but both should be treasured.

So you should treasure someone ya just met as much as someone who's been with ya yer entire goddamn life?

What is wrong with that?

. . . Moreover, I don't remember anything. As far as my life experience goes, they have been with me all my life.

I'm speakin' in theoreticals here, I know. But I don't get you at all.

. . . My apologies. It must be strange.

... I know s'not nice to think about, but what if someone tried to hurt ya? Would you still wanna love 'em?

. . . Why did they hurt me?

At the end the last game - - the person runnin' it said to win someone would have to break an arm. So... If any other games are like that ya might just get hurt 'cause the fucks runnin' this place asked for it.

. . .

It isn't something they could help, so I don't mind. Though it would hurt, I'm sure, I would still love them.

Edited 2018-06-21 05:20 (UTC)

Even if they didn't need to? If it was just for the goddamn points?

I hope it would be worth it to them. I don't think anyone here would feel guiltless for doing something like that - what reason do I have to hold it further against them?

You'd have every goddamn right to hold it against 'em. Even if they feel guilty, doesn't change what they did.

. . . Even so, is it not painful to hold someone to such contempt? To be held in such contempt?

Moreover, it is something that our fans desire. What do I have to complain about, doing my job?

Ya can hold someone in contempt for hurtin' you. You can complain about a job yer bein' forces into. Isn't that just - - fair?

. . . I don't know.

[ a little fretful, pulling at the hem of his skirt ]

Is it . . . ?

I think so.

But - say that does happen, then. Eventually . . . I'm sure that there will be a lot of Games, in this career. How long should I hold them in contempt? How much more contempt will I have to hold? Eventually, will I have nothing but ill will toward them?

. . . . Isn't that painful?

Yer allowed to forgive'n forget and all that. But it depends -- s'not just black and white. If someone hurt someone ya loved wouldn't you be justified in bein' upset for a while?

. . . I would be upset over that. Would it be justified?

'Course, that's my whole point. You should be actin' the same way if you got hurt too.

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