Memories

[time5kip]

Who: Idols
Where: The Hotel or wherever their hearts will take them
When: 288 afternoon

[ Some of us have been FORBIDDEN from taking memories from too long and it's time to catch up ]

Comments

[420blazeit]

You give me the strength to keep going, Raven.

[selfpreservationist]

How...? I don't... understand.

[420blazeit]

...silly bird. [ she kisses his nose. ] I had a purpose back home. I fought for the safety of my country and its people. Here, I might fight for my unit, my friends, my lover, but most importantly... you. I mentioned it [ she swallows and averts her gaze a bit because reasons!!! ] during that game, but... you fill my heart with an excess of love and I want nothing more for you to be safe, happy, and healthy. And until we reach the end together I know I have reason to keep on going...

[selfpreservationist]

... you're so... full of love, even after everything you've been through.

[420blazeit]

[ she cups the cheek furthest from her. ] I can keep the darkness at bay with the light of your love. [ she gives him a kiss. ]

[selfpreservationist]

[he leans into it, though barely kissing back]

... that almost sounds like poetry.

[420blazeit]

[ her cheeks color as she looks down in her lap. ] ah, T- Thanks. I've been trying to read a lot more poetry lately. I- I'm, uhm, n- nothing like you, of course, but I thought it'd be nice to have something to talk about together. And maybe one day I could write a poem about you.

[selfpreservationist]

You've said that before... but I really... don't think I'm worthy.

[also he'd die]

[420blazeit]

[ she just smushes a hand straight into his face. ] You don't get to decide that.

[selfpreservationist]

[smushed]

Hey...

[420blazeit]

[ she’s an even brighter red now. ] I think you’re plenty worthy dummy. And you don’t get a say in whether or not you’re my muse. Only I can decide that.

[selfpreservationist]

... fine.

[420blazeit]

[ just leans into him, voice growing unbelievably soft. ] I don’t like when you talk down about yourself... I know your self worth is low, but you’re like a shining beacon to me...

[selfpreservationist]

... I just don't understand.

[one gets the sense that he's having trouble with brain things right now, due to... you know... massive physical and psychological trauma]

[420blazeit]

It's alright... [ she's going to tug him close again, dragging his head straight into her chest. ] Let's just enjoy the view.

[selfpreservationist]

[world hard tiddy soft ._.]

Alright.

[420blazeit]

Good. [ she kisses the side of his head. she's just going to start humming some sort of lullaby to him as they sit. ]

[selfpreservationist]

[it's nice... he'll focus on that instead of the tornado of pain his thoughts are otherwise]

[420blazeit]

[ she goes from humming to singing this, and if he's focusing on it, then he may be able to pick out a few words here and there. it's still all very softly, probably just barely above a whisper. ]