Truth or Drink

[idolpro]

Who: Idols Only!
Where: The Game Tower
When: Day 30, Evening

[ Your phone alert goes off: time to get to the Game Tower. Follow the map, and you'll get there, the same as always!

Should you decide to go, no one appears on the monitors as you ride the elevator up. Looks like there's no host today. That's… probably a good sign? Your phone gets a message popping up with the instructions, and the doors open to a floor, not too high up, with an expansive bar. Anything you want to drink, it's here, organized by alcohol level-- with cups beneath the shelves helpfully marked and corresponding to how much you have to drink to equal one shot of vodka. (30ML of 40 percent alcohol) There's a little analyzer too at the bar that helpfully will tell you what glass to use with your cocktail, if you make one from the recipe book sitting there.

There's lounge chairs and tables and a nice view.

This should be a nice fun relaxing game!

Hopefully. Don't embarrass yourself too bad, it's time for Truth or Drink!

Rules | Turn-In | NEW TOPLEVELS HERE ]

Comments

[criminaljustice]

[B has already hidden behind Boss.]

Hey, A.

[afailedmurder]

[❤]

Hello, Boss.

[criminaljustice]

[where the fuck did my tab for this go]

So. Any questions for me?

[let's do this.]

[afailedmurder]

What exactly do you want from me?

[criminaljustice]

... uh.

You.

[afailedmurder]

[]

Why?

[criminaljustice]

Because I, for some reason, like you.

[HE THOUGHT THIS WAS OBVIOUS?]

[afailedmurder]

[ARRRGGHHH]

Why? What good could possibly come of any of this? Do you enjoy me being angry at you all the time? Do you get off on my shame and self-loathing? What about me is there for you to like?

[criminaljustice]

If I knew the answer to why I like you, don't you think I'd avoid fucking it up so much? Anyway, no! I don't like you being angry at me all the time and I don't get off on your shame and self-loathing! But I do like knowing what's actually going on with you instead of you pretending to be okay--maybe I just like the actual you and not the you you try to be for everyone else, what's so wrong about that?!

[afailedmurder]

Because I don't like the actual me!

[criminaljustice]

So it's completely impossible for someone else to like you?

That's not how it works!

[afailedmurder]

Not impossible...

[huff!]

But inadvisable! And what about what I want?

[criminaljustice]

Well, what do you want?

[afailedmurder]

I don't know!

[I HATE THIS GAME]

[criminaljustice]

Then maybe figure that out before yelling at me for knowing what I want.

[afailedmurder]

[INTERNAL SCREAMING]

[criminaljustice]

I get it, okay? I'm not exactly your first pick when it comes to wants or even needs. I'm fine with that. It's not like I'm unaware of my own shortcomings, also. I get it.

But it doesn't change how I feel.

So just... figure out what it is you actually want. It's not like we're going anywhere anytime soon.

[afailedmurder]

You were my first pick, you fucking—

[ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ]

When I'm with you all I do is doubt myself. My judgment, my priorities— it's as if the ability to think rationally has been excised from my mind.

[criminaljustice]

[--wait what?]

... what?

[afailedmurder]

Well not now, but back then I was elated. Maybe I didn't move fast enough for you, but I didn't realize it was a race—

But I don't want to dredge that up again. It's pointless and exhausting. It's only so fresh in my mind because I already got into it with Hiryuu today.

[criminaljustice]

[why is Hiryuu involved?!]

It wasn't a race...

[afailedmurder]

[she is a busybody!!]

It doesn't matter what it was anymore.

[criminaljustice]

Doesn't it?

You never even trusted me. Not once. How can you say what you said when that's a factor in it? Maybe I only confirmed reasons not to trust... but you didn't even give me a chance with that.

Not once.

[afailedmurder]

[drinks out of spite]

What about you? Did you ever really trust me?

[criminaljustice]

Yes.

[LIKE A FOOL.]