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[personal profile] foolishjourney 2019-05-28 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
They thought I was weird. An attention seeker. That I cried too much, and I scared their kids when I talked about the time of day with all the blood and coffins. I was obviously messed up after seeing what I had seen.

I tried to conform to what they wanted, to deal with no one wanting me. But then I was the creepy emotionless kid who had no friends. And they still didn't like me.

That's why I went away to school. So I'd stop being a burden.
maleficafe: In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. (Genesis 1:1)

[personal profile] maleficafe 2019-05-28 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
... you know you're not a burden, right?
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[personal profile] foolishjourney 2019-05-28 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[hesitation—]

I was to them. Here, I...

...No. I'm not.
maleficafe: and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matthew 28:20)

[personal profile] maleficafe 2019-05-28 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not. You never were.

[sits next to him]

You're part of a family now.
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[personal profile] foolishjourney 2019-05-28 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[takes a sharp breath in — that is what LiliS is to him, isn't it?]

Yeah. I am.

But... they keep taking our family away from us. Iris is gone...

[and little does he know yet, but Hellebore is, too.]
maleficafe: A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. (Proverbs 17:22)

[personal profile] maleficafe 2019-05-28 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[she holds out her hand if he wants to take it]

She's still in our hearts. But I miss her, too.
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[personal profile] foolishjourney 2019-05-28 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[he's gonna...]

I hope she's safe. Wherever they took her.
maleficafe: Then Jesus declared, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. (John 6:35)

[personal profile] maleficafe 2019-05-28 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Me too.

[squeezes his hand]

Even if my thoughts don't reach her... I'll still pray for her.
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[personal profile] foolishjourney 2019-05-28 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
She was remembering so many things, awful things... I don't want her to deal with that all alone somewhere.

But I guess all we can do is hope she's safer there than she would have been here.
maleficafe: Mount Sinai was covered with smoke, because the Lord descended on it in fire. The smoke billowed up from it like smoke from a furnace, and the whole mountain trembled violently. (Exodus 19:18)

[personal profile] maleficafe 2019-05-28 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[nods slowly]

... I'm glad you're here with us.
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[personal profile] foolishjourney 2019-05-29 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
...Despite everything, I... I'm glad to be here. With all of you.
maleficafe: For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— (Ephesians 2:8)

[personal profile] maleficafe 2019-05-29 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[pulls him into a hug]

You can stay with us for as long as you want. You'll always have a place here.