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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-05-14 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad, then. That you got out of it.

How long were you a soldier? Do you remember?
worthathousand: (❦ but it doesn't matter you know)

[personal profile] worthathousand 2019-05-14 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she shakes her head ]

These two were only my second and third memories; I've been... much laxer that I should have been in recovering them.

I know there were a good number of years between my first memory, when I was a youth, and these. [ never mind how young she looked in those, and looks now ]
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-05-15 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
In the second one... those are your children?
worthathousand: (❦ you won't recognize me)

[personal profile] worthathousand 2019-05-15 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she smiles, her posture easing ] Yes, all four.
Miwa, Hanae, and Fujiko—my three daughters.

[ a sigh ] Getting to learn my son's name I suppose would have made things too easy.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-05-15 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Hopefully in another memory.

This one seemed like a nice one, though. Home. A family.
worthathousand: (but the crackle of charred bones. ❦)

[personal profile] worthathousand 2019-05-16 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. [ the word comes out almost like another sigh ]

A place of my own. After everything—whatever it was that "everything" meant.
Though... [ smile fading a bit ] ...there was a loneliness to it too. Missing someone as well.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-05-18 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Could you tell who it was? Who you were missing...?
worthathousand: (just close your eyes ❦)

[personal profile] worthathousand 2019-05-26 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah—

[ a pause; she glances away; worries her lower lip a moment ]

...I think she... may have been my wife.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-05-31 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
Ah. I'm sorry... someone like that...

I imagine it must have very hard to not have them with you.
worthathousand: (the sun is going down ❦)

this is very old, i'm sorry

[personal profile] worthathousand 2019-06-16 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
It was.

It helped, some, to remind myself: how much she would have loved what we made together. The farm, our family.
I think... I missed her every day.