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[deadlynadder]

Who: Idols!
Where: Anywhere!
When: 504

[ It's a new day! Hopefully, you're feeling a little less zappy, jelly-like, and zany. And if you're not? Maybe that's the perfect excuse for ✨memories✨. ]

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[bondsofsuffering]

Did you lose faith in people or something?

[malumdiscordiae]

Yeah, kind of...

[bondsofsuffering]

What happened? Or is it something you'd rather not say?

[malumdiscordiae]

I don't remember all the details. Just bits and pieces. Like things beforehand... but there are so many gaps... and then these really bad feelings, and that's what lead me to summon the demon.

[bondsofsuffering]

So it was an intentional summoning...

[malumdiscordiae]

Oh, yeah, absolutely. [ nod nod nod. ]

[bondsofsuffering]

At least there's that. So that just leaves the question of what drove you to that point...

[malumdiscordiae]

And that's the part I don't have a clue about. All of my memories seem to be blocking the source of it out.

[bondsofsuffering]

Think your mind repressed it due to trauma?

[malumdiscordiae]

It's kind of seeming like that. If that's the case then, I'm... not sure how to get the answers I want.

Although... maybe it's best that I stop trying. Clearly whatever I'm searching for really fucked me up...

[bondsofsuffering]

If you're okay with languishing in ignorance, I suppose...