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ᚨᛋᛏᚱᛁᛞ🪓astrid "the viking action hero" hofferson ([personal profile] deadlynadder) wrote in [community profile] imeeji_frontstage2022-10-07 10:13 pm

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Who: Idols!
Where: Anywhere!
When: 504

[ It's a new day! Hopefully, you're feeling a little less zappy, jelly-like, and zany. And if you're not? Maybe that's the perfect excuse for ✨memories✨. ]
bondsofsuffering: ([Sigh] Losing everything was)

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-11-11 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Did you lose faith in people or something?
malumdiscordiae: (pic#16003975)

[personal profile] malumdiscordiae 2022-11-11 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, kind of...
bondsofsuffering: ([Question] So let's disprove the)

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-11-12 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
What happened? Or is it something you'd rather not say?
malumdiscordiae: (pic#15556152)

[personal profile] malumdiscordiae 2022-11-12 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't remember all the details. Just bits and pieces. Like things beforehand... but there are so many gaps... and then these really bad feelings, and that's what lead me to summon the demon.
bondsofsuffering: ([Heh] misstep to fall)

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-11-13 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
So it was an intentional summoning...
malumdiscordiae: (pic#15556213)

[personal profile] malumdiscordiae 2022-11-13 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, yeah, absolutely. [ nod nod nod. ]
bondsofsuffering: ([Think] out of it)

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-11-14 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
At least there's that. So that just leaves the question of what drove you to that point...
malumdiscordiae: (pic#16003988)

[personal profile] malumdiscordiae 2022-11-14 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
And that's the part I don't have a clue about. All of my memories seem to be blocking the source of it out.

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-11-16 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
Think your mind repressed it due to trauma?
malumdiscordiae: (pic#15556207)

[personal profile] malumdiscordiae 2022-11-16 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It's kind of seeming like that. If that's the case then, I'm... not sure how to get the answers I want.

Although... maybe it's best that I stop trying. Clearly whatever I'm searching for really fucked me up...
bondsofsuffering: ([Think] out of it)

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-11-17 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
If you're okay with languishing in ignorance, I suppose...