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[deadlynadder]

Who: Idols!
Where: Anywhere!
When: 504

[ It's a new day! Hopefully, you're feeling a little less zappy, jelly-like, and zany. And if you're not? Maybe that's the perfect excuse for ✨memories✨. ]

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[malumdiscordiae]

It's something to help pass the time.

What's up! How have you been?

[forgottenmercy]

Ah, a hobby...?

I, ah, have been spending time among the flowers...

[malumdiscordiae]

...yeah. I let my mind wonder sometimes.

Oh yeah? I want to get myself a garden some day. I really like all of the ones that you guys have, but having my own little private getaway would be nice.

[forgottenmercy]

Hopefully it is, ah, helpful...

What, ah, sort of garden would you want...?

[malumdiscordiae]

I think I would like something with Sakura Blossoms, because pink~! [ chuckles. ] but also a pond and small waterfall and fish. Just... a nice relaxing spot to unwind when I get... you know. [ he clutches the book. ] Just all... wound up. [ shrugs. ]

[forgottenmercy]

Somewhere, ah, quiet and peaceful, a place of your own...?

[mentally making notes.]

[malumdiscordiae]

Mm! I... guess I never had a place like that, because I was shoving myself into the limelight left, right, and center. And... that's my own fault, you know, but... I craved the attention. But sometimes I just needed a break to kind of... [ be sad. ] reflect. I usually just locked myself in my room and turned out all of the lights, but that's not really the same, a- ahah...

[forgottenmercy]

I can, ah, imagine...

Even if you, ah, want attention, and a lot of it, sometimes everything can be...a little much, especially if you do not have a place of your own...

If you could, ah, imagine yourself a garden of your own, what else would it be like...?

[malumdiscordiae]

Exactly! hahaha~ I'm glad that you get it.

Hm, oh, uhm... what else... [ he muses. describes something like this, but in pink and blue. ] And... this might be a little silly, but maybe some kind of cool building like... a castle. I've always wanted to be treated like a... queen. Like the best thing somebody's ever... had... something to be treasured and loved. And not just because I'm entertaining and fun to watch. Because they like me for me.

[forgottenmercy]

It, ah, isn't silly at all to desire the symbol of that dream in your own place. You, ah, deserve to be treasured and loved for who you are, not for what you can do for others...

[malumdiscordiae]

[ he smiles. ] ...thanks Persephone. I don't know if I've ever had something like that. I, my memories are all messed up, and I... I don't know. Maybe? It kind of just seems like I... filled that void with... performing... well, I tried anyway. But it's not the same.

[forgottenmercy]

I can, ah, imagine...

I hope that, ah, you will be able to find that, here...

[malumdiscordiae]

Me too. I know it's not all that simple... and relationships are just... hard.

[forgottenmercy]

Very, ah, difficult...

[malumdiscordiae]

...sometimes I think life would be easier without them.

[forgottenmercy]

...it's, ah, true...