More Memory Projecting

[toodeeptoford]

 Who: errybody
Where: Convinient Screens.  Conscreenvient.
When: day 4, bright and early

[ RISE AND SHINE AND BROADCAST YOUR SECRETS TO THE WORLD ]

Comments

[rollplayinghouse]

...

If you somehow had a positive enough association with him and his coffee that it lasted through amnesia, isn't that actually kind of nice?

[afailedmurder]

Ah. Yes. If that's what it is, then I suppose you're right.

[rollplayinghouse]

Do you not think that's what it is?

[afailedmurder]

Coincidence. We have a common habit. If we were two smokers looking for a pack or two alcoholics looking for a beer, no one would jump to these kinds of conclusions.

[rollplayinghouse]

...Fine. So you don't want to try his coffee anymore because you were friends before and so people are assuming you like him?

[afailedmurder]

I don't even know for sure that we were friends. And if I have such a strong bond with him, why doesn't it go both ways?

[rollplayinghouse]

Maybe you never made him coffee. How should I know? Either way, it doesn't seem like a reason to change what you want to do now.

[afailedmurder]

Look, I understand what you're trying to tell me, but none of that matters. I can't show any weakness — my teammates circle in like sharks smelling blood on the water. I'm not going to embarrass myself in front of Boss again, either.

[rollplayinghouse]

So you're just worried about being embarrassed?

[afailedmurder]

[bingo]

I'd like to think I'm a fairly agreeable person, but that doesn't mean I'm some pushover who will tolerate ridicule from others.

[rollplayinghouse]

Aren't you being even more of a pushover if the idea of someone making fun of you stops you from doing something?

[afailedmurder]

That's...

[something that had so aggressively not occurred to him that he can't even begin to refute it]

[rollplayinghouse]

If your teammates bother you, just tell them off. Boss is embarrassing enough himself that it will probably work out.

[afailedmurder]

I don't know that I feel comfortable telling people off with all these cameras on me...

[by "tell them off" you mean "savagely destroy them" right]

Hmph. I already don't know what I want or how I'm supposed to feel about this without B butting in to tease me.

[rollplayinghouse]

[I mean, maybe.

she eases off a little though]

...I guess I get that. Being a little cautious as you figure things out makes sense.

But if B is making it harder, you should tell him that, not just give up and avoid it.

[afailedmurder]

You're right. I can be more assertive with B. He acts like everything is a joke, but he can be serious when he needs to be.

[rollplayinghouse]

Mm, I did get the impression he was actually pretty thoughtful.

[afailedmurder]

That's absolutely the case. He's a clever one.

[rollplayinghouse]

He also seems like a nice person, so he probably wouldn’t do something if he knew you seriously didn’t like it.

[afailedmurder]

That's a good point...

You're pretty level-headed, aren't you? I appreciate it.

[rollplayinghouse]

Ah... yeah, I guess so.