ヲタノン (imeeji anon account) ([personal profile] wotanon) wrote in [community profile] imeeji_frontstage2022-01-07 03:15 pm
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[ it's time for some memory roulette,
ARE YOU FEELING LUCKY?! ]
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crossmyheartandhope: (Lord we are all cinders)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-08 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Well... don't push youself if you ain't feeling it, okay?

No reason to force yourself.
sangreine: huh :: glancing (intent)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-08 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
That's nice of you, but -- it helps. Pushing. Focusing on one thing. If I'm not doing that, I'm all restless and twitchy.

Maybe it's just me, but relaxing doesn't really do anything but make me think too much about things I'd rather not think about.
crossmyheartandhope: (And there's no one at home)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-08 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah... yeah. I get that.

I try and stay busy, too, usually.
sangreine: touch :: surprised :: huh ([solomon] shh)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-08 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Really? -- I mean, I believe you, it's just that you always seem like you're in such a good mood.

But I guess pretty much everyone is better at hiding things like that than I am.
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crossmyheartandhope: (Lord we are all cinders)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-08 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I mean... stuff sucks sometimes, but I don't want that to stop me from having what fun I can have, in between the stuff that sucks. Y'know?
sangreine: happy (mm)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
I can't argue with good advice like that. But part of me still would.
crossmyheartandhope: (And there's no one at home)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah? How do you mean?
sangreine: neutral :: angry :: serious (due consideration)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
Just what I said. I can't control my feelings, or hide them very well. Even when I'm happy, part of me is always arguing that I shouldn't be. I sort of thought that was universal.
crossmyheartandhope: (So far away away)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
I mean...maybe not universal.

But more common than you'd think, around here.
sangreine: neutral :: serious :: sad (fretful)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
I guess it would be. Most people do a good job hiding it, or at least better. I'll work on it.
crossmyheartandhope: (Just the image of our maker?)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
How come?

You don't gotta hide what you're feeling.
sangreine: face covered :: sad :: serious (echoes)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ She laughs, but it's humorless. ]

I absolutely do. Trust me.
crossmyheartandhope: (So far away away)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
How come?

...ain't gonna lie, everyone always gets on me to quit. They say it's better not to, like... bury stuff down.
sangreine: neutral :: happy :: flirty (always with you)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
There's more to being what I am than occasionally drinking blood. If I lose control of myself, I could hurt a lot of people. I have hurt a lot of people, defenseless people. Children. I might let loose about what I'm feeling, but I can never give in all the way or I'm risking everyone around me.

So I'm the last person who should give advice about this. But for what it's worth, I don't think there's anything wrong with however anyone needs to deal with things. I'd be a hypocrite whatever I tried to tell you. If what you're doing works for you, then everyone else needs to accept that.
crossmyheartandhope: (Just the image of our maker?)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... yeah.

I guess so, yeah.

Sorry, I didn't mean to like - go digging or nothing.
sangreine: happy :: neutral (carefully now)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
You weren't. And even if you were, people here have a right to know, you more than most. [ For reasons they discussed in Zhongli's dream world or whatever it's called. ] I don't mind people knowing. I do mind people trying to tell me it can't possibly be that bad, which you haven't done. So it's fine, really.

We're all just doing our best with all this, right?
crossmyheartandhope: (Lord we are all cinders)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah... yeah. Just making it through the next day.
sangreine: happy (quiet time)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
Something like that. [ Or, you know, not making it. But they shouldn't go there, definitely not. ]
crossmyheartandhope: (Just shine a light into the wreckage)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly like that. One foot in front of the other, right?
sangreine: happy :: neutral (carefully now)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ It feels a little like she's being talked into this. Unsuccessfully. So she'll flex her "working on hiding things better" muscles with a little white lie. ]

Mm, right.

crossmyheartandhope: (Lord we are all cinders)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
...anyways.

You planning on playing some more?
sangreine: neutral :: happy :: flirty (always with you)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. Maybe. I won't make you stay and listen, don't worry.
crossmyheartandhope: Knock (You'll only hear the knock knock)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
...I thought you wanted company?
sangreine: huh :: surprised (no wai)

Re: witnesses okay

[personal profile] sangreine 2022-01-09 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
I do... but listening to someone play the violin isn't exactly interesting, so I thought...
crossmyheartandhope: (Cast from trees)

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[personal profile] crossmyheartandhope 2022-01-09 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Uh. Well... we can go somewhere else if you wanna?

Or if you ain't done, I don't mind sticking around some.

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