bondsofsuffering: ([Down] then I would bleed)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-01 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
...No. But I can't really imagine the Blade Children will be happy about me showing up again.
enlightenedatheist: (so I said as I gazed up at you.)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-26 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
We'll figure something out.

"Look, he defied death. He died for his sins and now he comes back reborn, free of his curse."
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Darkness caused by)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-26 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Would they seriously accept something like that?
enlightenedatheist: (it's not enough just to touch your hand)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-26 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Who knows? But what else can they believe when two dead people came back to life?
bondsofsuffering: ([Down] then I would bleed)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
...And if Rutherford shows up knowing the truth?
enlightenedatheist: (I counted my goodbyes)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
That's supposing he gets out of here. But let's say he does show up—what will he say?

"In reality, they both went to Hell and somehow got the Blade Children's curse cured by doing that, and came back to life."

Doesn't sound much different from what I said earlier.
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Darkness caused by)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
...You think he's the type to put it that gently?

[Though, it's not like he's sure of it, either - he remembers Eyes, but they didn't exactly meet often.]
enlightenedatheist: (I do not know that)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Can you think of a motive he'd have for doing otherwise? To actively tear you down?
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Now before you)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Depends on how close he was to Hilbert, doesn't it?
enlightenedatheist: (if I repeat that it won't work)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
And it depends on how he wants to deal with the politics going on around the Blade Children.

[ makes a weighing hands motion ]

Hold a grudge against you and undermine your return in exchange for undermining the safety of the Blade Children . . .

[ lets one hand sink and the other lift ]

Or keep it to himself for the sake of not rocking the boat, maybe try to kill you himself if he really feels that strongly about it.

But if you're worried about that, there's always the extreme option.
bondsofsuffering: ([Sigh] 'Cause what I feared)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
How comforting.

Do I even want to know?
enlightenedatheist: (I can do nothing about it.)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
Aniki's great at making people disappear.
bondsofsuffering: ([Sigh] Delusionally)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think I could wish that on anyone, valid feelings or not.
enlightenedatheist: (that runs into the muddled sunset)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mean like that. I mean that if we wanted to disappear and live somewhere outside of the public eye, we could. No one would have to know we're even alive.
Edited 2021-05-27 06:38 (UTC)
bondsofsuffering: ([Sigh] Losing everything was)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
And as someone who was temporarily disappeared by that guy, I can't say it was a great experience.
enlightenedatheist: (if I repeat this,this won't work)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't have to be like that either.
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Darkness caused by)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
...

Is that... really up for consideration, anyway?

You'd have to cut ties with everyone.
enlightenedatheist: (please,tell us.)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
Madoka-san will be fine. Aniki's with her.

And the rest of them are fine, too. They've already had to live with me being dead all this time anyway.
Edited (Its late) 2021-05-27 07:09 (UTC)
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Now before you)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-27 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
And you're fine with that.
enlightenedatheist: (if I repeat this,this won't work)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-27 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no, people won't look to me for all the answers and crash into my place uninvited for meals. And all those friends from school I don't have. How will I live without them.
bondsofsuffering: ([Soft] I could run away)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-28 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
[...Pffft.]
bondsofsuffering: ([Soft] wring my heart)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-28 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Finally softening, just a little.]

You really should try to make a few friends though.
enlightenedatheist: (whatever I do is fine.)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2021-05-28 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ waves his hand ]

I'm doing just fine.
bondsofsuffering: ([Sigh] Losing everything was)

Re: Witnesses OK! cw suicidal ideation/mentions

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-05-29 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
Is a whole two friends really fine...?