rollplayinghouse: (sa001)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
...Mm. I do know that.

[she settles a hand on his chest as she's silent for a moment, curling fingers into his shirt slightly]

What if... I don't figure it out? What if it's something—totally unfamiliar, that I'd never think to ask for? And you think it's not something I want, because it's something most people wouldn't have a problem asking for... and we just... miss it, because I can't...
selfpreservationist: <user name="batshit"> (no bird soars too high)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
[strokes her cheek, soothing]

We'll figure it out. If it's something eating you up inside and you can't stand it, I'll do everything I can. And I won't be alone--you have people who would move the Heavens and the Hells for you.
rollplayinghouse: (BaseSprite_5)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
I can stand it. But I can stand... almost anything, probably.
selfpreservationist: (dark benighted travel-worn)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
You don't always have to.
rollplayinghouse: (f07)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
...I know. I'm not used to that either, I guess. Or to... having people who will do things for me.
selfpreservationist: <user name="batshit"> (dip him in the river who loves water.)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
You should start thinking about it more often. You'll have to get used to it eventually.
rollplayinghouse: (sa021)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
...I try to. It's hard to remember when it's most important.

And I don't know how to... balance it. It's easier to not expect anything from anyone than end up upset when something you expected isn't there.
selfpreservationist: (little wanderer hie thee home)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
Better to not get your hopes up. Yes... I understand that.
rollplayinghouse: (BaseSprite_6)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. So I get used to just... not even considering it.
selfpreservationist: (so he took his wings and fled)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps it's time to step out of your comfort zone.
rollplayinghouse: (s26-2)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
It's not like I haven't been trying.
selfpreservationist: (shall shine like the gold)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
I know. I don't mean to discourage you. I... believe you'll make it.
rollplayinghouse: (BaseSprite_5)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
...It's also not like I haven't hoped for things, before. But, I tend to... go from zero to a hundred on it, like most things, I guess.
selfpreservationist: (and his dark secret love)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[pets her hair]

A trait you share with the rest of this family.
rollplayinghouse: (ca150-1)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha. That's true.

[rests her head against his shoulder again]

At least I'm a little better at identifying my feelings than Dante or Vergil.
selfpreservationist: <user name="batshit"> (the nakedness of woman)

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2021-01-23 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Bless your good sense.

[kisses her temple]
rollplayinghouse: (ca144)

[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2021-01-23 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure it counts as good when the bar is so low.