Sleepy Sheepy

[nohalation]

Who: Future is Now
Where: Future is Now dorm
When: Day 271

[If you want more sleep, we at least got a proper place for that!]

Comments

[nohalation]

I technically have one already since I have a twin! But I guess actually we don't look anything alike.

[SIGH]

Wildfire does kind of look like Sho, huh? But bigger.

[scarvedforlife]

Yup! That's why he's unofficially adopted as my big little brother!

[nohalation]

Oh, congratulations! It seems so nice when you can have someone nice for family!

[scarvedforlife]

Yes, and I'll do my best to be a good and caring big brother.

[nohalation]

[headpat, headpat]

I think if anyone could be a good big brother, it would definitely be you.

[scarvedforlife]

[ Leaning into those. ]

Certainly, with such a cute younger brother, it'll be a piece of cake!

[nohalation]

...when we were younger, my older brother used to be very kind like Sho. He would always hold my hand and try to protect me.

Somewhere along the way, he changed. He became quite cruel and wanted to see me suffer. I always wondered what it was that made him be like this.

[scarvedforlife]

... Some people change. Usually it's because of something that happened to them, that might not have had anything to do with you.

[nohalation]

That is true..

[Flop on couch.]

I agree, I think every soul has the ability to change. Sometimes they can do evil things, but they can change to become good people again.

But I do think there is a point when someone becomes so evil, that soul disappears.

[scarvedforlife]

Mmm... couldn't it be more like, they don't want to go back?

[nohalation]

I think that does become true, yes. I do not think my father had a soul anymore so of course, he had no desire to change.

[scarvedforlife]

Hmmm, it is hard to know which results in which.

[nohalation]

Yes...but somehow, it is still a fear of mine, no matter whether I fear myself or maybe more so with my brother.

I am lucky that I have kind friends like all of you to reassure me.

[scarvedforlife]

Sometimes you just need someone to remind you of all the good and progress you've made, to keep yourself from sinking into just the bad thoughts.