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[idolpro]

Who: Idols Only!
Where: The Game Tower
When: Day 30, Evening


[ the game is already ultra big so NEW TOPLEVELS OVER HERE

Rules | Turn-In | NEW TOPLEVELS HERE ]

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[awakenerd]

Do you want to date me seriously, Yasuragi?

1/2

[sonof]

[ looks him dead in the eye

picks up his like half-full glass of absinthe

and drains the whole thing. ]

[sonof]

[ sets the empty glass back on the table with a clink and rises to his feet. ]

He's likely right to want to rein you in.

[ and he turns to go. ]

1/?

[awakenerd]

[He's the kind of person who wants to respectfully let someone go when they've clearly had enough. He's also the kind of person who is scarily insightful and bright when you least want or expect him to be after long periods of being dense as a brick.

He stands, putting a hand out to black Yasuragi, palm flat on his chest if Yasuragi takes a step into it, but also not fully trapping him. He can be brushed aside or walked around, he's not making a solid barrier, merely the barest appearance of a block.]

[awakenerd]

Sorry if I'm being too forceful,but... It's hard not to want to push you down when you run like that. When anyone does. It's probably a bad habit to get in. If you want to call it the twisted part of my personality... That's probably right.

[awakenerd]

...

[awakenerd]

....As for who is reining who in I kind of wonder....

[awakenerd]

Not that that's even the point.

done

[awakenerd]

...Do you want me to let you go? Because there's no way I can be gentle if you stay.

1/when's the next time either of us are gonna leave all our shit at a single comment

[sonof]

[ startles a moment- and then laughs into the back of his hand ]

Hah- hahah. And here I almost forgot, even though this is what started all this, really. This sort of loneliness.

[sonof]

I do. At the very least, I'll be needing another drink, if you're going to keep asking me questions.

[ so he says, but takes Phoenix's outstretched hand by the wrist ]

done

[sonof]

Let me ask you this, then. If I won't stay within those bounds, but neither of us has the sense to leave well enough alone, what do you expect will happen?

[awakenerd]

I don't have expectations--or rather, I guess I kind of expect you to be an asshole a little and honest as much as suits you.

I'm not sure I should let you get another drink, either. Like I said, I don't really want to be gentle with you. But if you really really can't stand that...

No, actually, you're still here. If you couldn't stand that for real you'd have left at this point, wouldn't you?

[sonof]

There isn't much that I couldn't withstand.

[ lets his grip slip from Phoenix's wrist to his hand, and lifts it to press against his cheek, tilting his face to press the corner of his mouth to Phoenix's palm as he speaks ]

You've really misunderstood something, so I suppose I'll rephrase. If I won't comply with your restrictions and instead decide I'll have you behind his back, do you earnestly believe you'll always have the self-control to stop me?

1/2

[awakenerd]

[His thumb twitches against Yasuragi's cheek and he looks... Flushed, certainly. Because he is. His heart is racing and he wants to kiss this man, he wouldn't have lied about the attraction even if he could have.]

Ah.

2/3

[awakenerd]

But... Yes? I mean, I'm not going to say it would be easy at all, to resist you, if you wanted to really test me. It's not like you aren't gorgeous and interesting and compelling and I'm really attracted to you.

...

[awakenerd]

So it'd be... Hard and pretty painful if you weren't going easy on me, but I'm serious about my promise to him, too. If I didn't have confidence I could keep it, that'd be pretty bad.

[sonof]

[ it wouldn't really be your fault if I deliberately take advantage of your trauma but I mean, that's not the point of this conversation, so ]

Then what do you want out of me, exactly.

1/? this keeps happening and I'm not sorry

[awakenerd]

Huh.


....

[awakenerd]

...

[awakenerd]

To start with I just want to get to know you. Though "just" isn't really right, I guess.

[awakenerd]

More than that... I want to talk to you. I want to kiss you. I probably want to have sex with you. I want to play with your hair.

...I want you to be comfortable with me enough to let down your guard some? To just be yourself, because I like what I've seen of you, but you're kind of hard to understand too. Or that might just be me.

done

[awakenerd]

I wanted to saying "nothing" but I guess I want a lot.

What about you?

Re: done

[sonof]

[ lets go of Phoenix's hand, rubbing his temple and letting out a pretty heavy sigh. and moves towards the bar to get another drink. ]

[awakenerd]

[Letting him get one, curling his fingers against his palm and looking down at them instead of watching Yasuragi and the temptation to stop him.]