bluescreenwhitedragon: ([e] 043)

[personal profile] bluescreenwhitedragon 2019-12-23 11:06 am (UTC)(link)
How many important relationships do you have off unit?

If that's not too personal a question coming from your boss.
inspiteful: (Whether your true self or mask)

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-12-23 11:15 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, well...quite a few, really. But you can still count them with only both hands.
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[personal profile] bluescreenwhitedragon 2019-12-23 11:26 am (UTC)(link)
Any you would die for?
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[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-12-23 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
...

[There's a pretty long pause, as he seriously considers this.]

No. Getting murdered 'cause someone wanted to get at C doesn't count, either.
Edited 2019-12-23 11:51 (UTC)
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[personal profile] bluescreenwhitedragon 2019-12-23 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I imagine something like that is going to be foreign and hard to relate to. If you’ve never experienced it yourself.
inspiteful: (Because all of it is my "fault")

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-12-23 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm, well...I think I might have felt like that for someone who isn't here, but nonetheless...

It's just that I'm pretty sure if I died for any of them, they'd probably be, ah. Pretty upset about it.
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[personal profile] bluescreenwhitedragon 2019-12-24 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
They would. Undoubtably.

Is the reverse true for you?
inspiteful: (Doubt everything)

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-12-31 09:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ Immediately: ] Yes. Gods know they all have shit on their plates even without worrying about me.
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[personal profile] bluescreenwhitedragon 2020-01-01 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
So then what do you think makes these types of games so difficult for Heart Soldier? If you believe none of you want to have to die for each other.

Is it a numbers game? A priority issue? A way to avoid guilt?

Or is it they intrinsically don't value a paladin's life when weighed against another?