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Who: EVERYONE
Where: EVERYWHERE
When: Day 507 AFTERNOON

The afternoon is dark and weird. Things are spooky. Monster mingle or regular mingle!

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[ Listening. Listening... After a moment: ]

I can agree not to argue with you about it.

[ But like. He is never going to agree, without some kind of serious status ailment clouding his judgment.

~~For the record, Doc can technically buddy-bond all three of them.~~ ]

...Does that mean you'll hear me out and believe me when I call myself that, or that you'll say the words I want to hear while you clench up with how much you want to disagree?

I get why people do the latter, I really do. And it means a lot to me that they see good in me. But it won't work for this.

If I was looking to just tell you what you want to hear, I wouldn't be putting qualifiers on any of this.

[ A very crooked smile. ]

I can promise to hear you out. I definitely can't promise to ever think you're right about you being evil.

[ She's about to say something to the effect of "never mind" when it occurs to her that there might be a cheat code they can use. ]

I'm not sure if Doctor can do it, but if their feelings bond can connect two other people, would you be willing to do that? It might explain a lot that I don't have words for.

[ ~~Permission has been obtained from Mini!~~ ]

[ ~~gonna be a bummer when he still doesn't think you're evil huh~~ ]

—well, he can definitely do a bond with three people.

[ His Hunter Games 2 experience with it was — something else, though. ]

...but yeah. If he's willing to give it a shot, I'll be there.

[ ~~that will not be any sort of win in this game sadly~~ ]

I think he would be. If you're sure.

[ ~~she'll also get to feel his own self-loathing so like it should be a fun time all around~~ ]

Why wouldn't I be sure?

Being in my head is -- suffocating. And it might change a lot about how you see me.

Maybe.

[ If, like, he gets in there and it's all gleeful recitations of the ways you've hurt people in the past. ]

But the upside is that you might feel more understood. That's worth it to me.

[ ....yeah. But like everything with her, it's a whole complicated mess. ]

It's just a matter of me not getting too in my head and backing out, I guess. [ Which is to say, this is Super Fucking Hard for her to even consider doing. She only did the bond with Doctor because she was freshly out of her chains and didn't believe him when he said his feelings for her hadn't changed. ]

[ ...what can he squeeze. A hand? Her shoulder? Her? ]

—Well. I appreciate the willingness, no matter what.

[ He can squeeze anything he likes, she won't fight it so much as she's not thinking to initiate it. ]

It's not like I'm doing you a favor. You're the one doing one for me.

-- One day I'd like to stop letting my fears run the show, but I can't promise that. Not when I have so little time to make progress.

[ Shaking his head. ]

I appreciate the trust.

[ ...heh. He's not planning on taking the hell-hell path either way, but. If he ever winds up doing it, here's an option for a wish. ]

[ He'd have to fight Doctor for the privilege ]

Oh.

Well -- of course I trust you. I wouldn't be even close to having this conversation with someone I didn't trust. Which is where I got into my problems with Izanagi and Tsukasa.

[ Doc definitely has to go with you! ] [ Crooked smile. ]

Glad to hear — about half of that.

[ Obviously she doesn't have to talk about anything to anyone she doesn't want to, but that definitely sounds like at least one depressing story. ]

Don't worry about it, it's all old news.

Right, and as we all know, there's a statute of limitation on sympathy.

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