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[wotanon]

Who: LiliS + any others
Where: LiliS, around
When: Day 434, morning

[It seems that somebunnybody has returned to the garden. . .]

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[syckophant]

Hmmmmmm....

I'll do my best to refrain. You know I only get fussy because I care~♡

[heavenlyvisitor]

Mm ... Well.

I think that by offering me your name, you've saved me.

It's not something I've ever really brought up, but my name carries a lot of weight.

"Nanase" Tenn can't exist anymore. ..."Kujou" Tenn should have never existed in the first place, probably.

But ...

"Tenshouin" Tenn is happy, I think. He's someone who's allowed to live and exist because of choices he wanted to make, not ones that he had to make.

[syckophant]

[Eichi gives Tenn a sympathetic smile, cuddling up close to him.]

I'm glad... that you could associate such a thing with a wretched creature like me. Even after everything...

[He sighs. It is nice though, isn't it? The idea of Tenn taking his name makes him feel warm and fuzzy but also anxious.]

[heavenlyvisitor]

Ah? "Wretched Creature"?

I'm not sure what you mean. You've grown a lot as a person, and are always there for me the moment that I need it. ...Mm, You've helped me grow, too, I think. I'm not sure if that's something that I can judge on my own.

[syckophant]

[Smiles and nudges his head against Tenn's.]

I'm glad... You really have grown a lot too, I think. It's just. I often do feel bad about how this all started.

I'm happy that we've grown so happy together, but I can't help but feel a little bad.

[heavenlyvisitor]

[ Oh.

This, again. ]

...I forgave you a long time ago, you know.

[syckophant]

[Eichi pauses at that, like he has to go over it a few times in his head. You can just do that??? Forgive people??? And move on?????? Wild.]

Ah... really...?

[heavenlyvisitor]

Obviously.

At first - I did have negative feelings. 'Hate' is too strong a word, but maybe it was something like that.

But, then we got closer. I saw more of what's underneath. You were lonely, were lashing out- Felt like the only way you could have someone who it was safe to show your underbelly to was by force.

I couldn't hate you at all, even a little bit, if I tried, at this point.

[syckophant]

[Eichi relaxed against Tenn's side, sighing a little.]

.... And you don't feel hurt?

I know I could not imagine doing something like that to you again, not unless it was some way we were deciding to play, but. Well. Even if you forgive me, you are not still hurting, are you?

[heavenlyvisitor]

Not even a little bit.

[syckophant]

[The tip of his tail wags a little as he gives Tenn a story of apologetic smile.]

Still.

I do want to say that I'm sorry. And I'm very happy that you are alright, now.

[heavenlyvisitor]

[ he returns the smile, taking eichi's face in his hands and pressing their foreheads together! ]

I'm better than alright.