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Who: FiN + visitors?
Where: FiN dorm!!
When: Day 288 afternoon

[Things are probably calming down now!! Right? Right?]

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Maybe . . . I am not sure if confusing is the correct word, but it is a very strange feeling. Mmm...like a story becoming reality?

Something like anxiousness? Excitement? Anticipation?

Like the moment right before the roller coaster falls really fast, I think. Like you realize “oh this is actually happening”.

[ Taking out his phone to read out: ]

Definition of anticipation
1a: a prior action that takes into account or forestalls a later action
Ex: hired more security guards in anticipation of a large crowd
b: the act of looking forward
especially : pleasurable expectation
Ex: looked forward with anticipation to their arrival

[Peeks through her fingers a tiny bit.]

...

[nods]

[ Leaning over to peek back at her. ]

I'm looking forward to it too.

[Quickly covers her eyes again, but her ears are pink.]

...it would be so very good if you were looking forward to it as much as I am. I would be happy every day, for years and years.

[ Leaning over to press a kiss against the back of her hands. ]

Then I hope you're ready to be happy for years and years.

[Makes a small grumbly sound and moves her hands from her face to throw her arms around Sho’s neck instead.

Her face is 100000% pink though.]

[ Wrapping his arms around her with a light laugh, falling back onto the bed. ]

Angel's so cute~!

Have I done something cute?

Your face is pink.

...maybe that is why I had the feeling of covering my face.

You were feeling shy?

[She is feeling the shy.]

Doki doki duru...

- I made Angel doki!

You did. I had not thought of the possibility of staying with Sho for years, it was a shock.

Well, think how much adventure we've had here in just under a year, and limited to one city. With multiple worlds out there, and wanting to take our team exploring and getting to know each one, it's definitely a years-long thing.

...I've never been someone to think about the future like that...

Thinking about the future's what helps me work my way through the present.

I see...I do not quite understand that I think? Because for a while, there was no point thinking about a future, I could only live day by day.

Thinking about the future seems so scary...

It is. You have no idea when one little thing could ruin all the plans you had carefully laid out in your head. But at the same time, it gives you something to look forward to. Thinking something like 'ahhh, I could take Angel to my favorite sushi shop' or 'when I see Shine again, I'll make sure to bring him some alcohol he's never tried before', little things like that keep my spirits up.

...I want to look forward to those things, too.

How about... what's one of the first things you want to do when you see your court again? Saaaay, when you see Walnut?

...I think...I would tell them everything. The good, the bad, the wonderful, and the terrible. All of it.

And then I would tell them how much I have missed them, and how important they are to me.

And then I would tell them everything about my beloved Masaomi,

I think that is what I would do.