Sleepy Sheepy

[nohalation]

Who: Future is Now
Where: Future is Now dorm
When: Day 271

[If you want more sleep, we at least got a proper place for that!]

Comments

[learntofly]

What else do you call it when a guy admits he has no friends and pretends all the time?

[scarvedforlife]

Survival?

[learntofly]

How is pretending survival?

[scarvedforlife]

What makes game experiences complicated in Imeeji?

[learntofly]

... I think there are people here who you could be honest with without risking how they'll treat you in a game.

[scarvedforlife]

If there are, I haven't found 'em.

[learntofly]

When's the last time you actually looked?

[scarvedforlife]

I looked recently, and people are still ever eager to put their team, no matter who and how long they've known them, over everyone else.

[learntofly]

...Who would you put first instead?

[scarvedforlife]

Someone I knew. Whether they were off team or on team, if I knew I could trust them, I'd give them that trust. But someone who'll quickly take the side of a person they hardly know over someone they've shared their lives with are the kind of fickle assholes who don't deserve any trust.

We've seen evidence over and over again that teams can be switched at the drop of a dime. But people still run with whatever team they're on needing to be the most important thing.

[learntofly]

Ah...it sounds like people have been really cruel to you. It must be painful.

But, you know...I know way more about all of you than I do about anyone in my memories. I don't think I could leave you guys behind even if someone from home showed up here, and I don't...think that's wrong of me. I don't know what I'll do if the Producers move me somewhere else, but that's—I can't think about a "what if" like that. I can only deal with what I'm living with right now, and that's you and the rest of FiN.

[scarvedforlife]

I'm not saying anything like if you only like and protect your team, you're bad. It makes sense that the people you hang around the most, your team, are the ones you feel the most connected to. I'm annoyed at the people who live or die by the 'team' concept and think just because you're on the same team for right now, those are the people you gotta care about the most. Those kinds of feelings sound shallow as hell to me.

[learntofly]

Oh, that's different... Those kinda people are too intense. I don't get that at all.

[scarvedforlife]

Seriously, right! It's annoying.