Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote in [community profile] imeeji_frontstage2019-07-12 07:10 pm

tanabata

Who: Princesses & Cowherds
Where: Various parts of the city
When: Day 137, morning

[ Good morning, idols! It's. . . it's morning, right?

Even though your clocks are correct and it is the AM, the sun isn't out in the sky yet. More than that, the stars are shining ever so brilliantly today - you can see the entire Milky Way system here, in fact so clearly that it feels like you could reach out and touch them.

It might be a familiar sight to some of you idols, though there's no message that accompanies your phone.

Step through any given doorway outside of the dorms - the elevators for example, or the lobby doors - and you might find your clothes mildly transformed: the style and colors are still the same, but white constellations and stars glitter the fabrics, twinkling like the night sky. (If you're wearing white, the stars have a black outline, still twinkling against your clothes.)

This will likely persist throughout the day, although depending on the doorways you go through the constellations may change. (When the clock strikes midnight, the constellations will no longer move or twinkle, though it's player choice if they want to keep the clothes transformed to have unmoving stars.)



Outside, you'll find a lit-up pathway to Shinjuku Gyoen from . . . anywhere you are, honestly; the pavement seems to reflect the sky above to make a river of stars that run down to the park. There, you'll find a wooden platform lined with white cloth just outside the park, as well as a few fold-up chairs and cloth-lined group tables - you know, the long ones. There's nothing on them, though. The place looks primed for a potluck, but only if you're the ones bringing the food!

Lining this side's edge of the park are tall stalks of bamboo, with a wooden plaque hanging from one of the stalks. It has this written on it:
Long, long ago, the Sky King's daughter began to weave him a beautiful cloth. He loved it so much that the Weaving Princess would work diligently every day in order to please him - but her weaving left her in solitude, alone and loveless. Seeing this, the Sky King arranged for her to marry the celestial Cowherd. The Weaving Princess and the Cowherd fell in love, happily spending their days together ☆

However, in their love was tragedy. The two were so enamored with one another that they forgot their duties - the Cowherd his heavenly cows, and the Princess her weave. Displeased by this, the Sky King separated the two across the heavenly river - but at the behest of his daughter, he promised that the two could meet each other once every year should she finish her work.

And so, we celebrate Tanabata, for the two's reunion. When we celebrate the day when the two lovers can meet once more, we also ask to be granted a single wish! Write your wish on a paper tag and tie it to the bamboo tree; it very well may be granted to you.

The paper tags are neatly placed in front of the bamboo, several inkwells in the ground - that is, the cement seems to be dug into in order to fill with ink - and some bamboo stalks lend to disposable one-time use brushes that start to dissolve once it's written a tag, although if you want like, you know, nicer writing implements to write with or more space on the paper you can always hit up a Taisho.

The first tag is already on the bamboo: STOP BREAKING MY CITY . . . One year later . . . things haven't changed.



At the café, the decorations inside have been replaced with Tanabata-themed items: bamboo stalks, star wallpaper and flooring, and black-and-white spotting on the seats and tables like they're for cows. The door is fixed, so that's nice - for today only, the outer walls have fencing as decoration too, as if the café is a cowpen.



The station has been cleaned up, with constellation paths going to each train. The missing train has returned, and upon searching, you won't be able to find it at the bottom of the bay, so . . . there's that! There's also a building somewhere that had a hole in it . . . but the hole is gone . . .



There are various vending machines to be found today only, both in the arcades and just around: 50 points for a broach or lapel or hairpin themed Tanabata, taking form of one thing or another: a little cow face, a constellation, weaving instruments, kimono, or other things. You know, just stay in theme. There's no option to select anything, just a little scanner where you can beep your phone and you'll get something random out of it. In other words, it's a gacha.



Nothing to be heard from the Producers today, it seems. It's quiet. It's nice, isn't it? ]
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-14 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Oh... That doesn't sound good.

What happened?

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-14 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
I...said something I shouldn't have and I'm pretty sure I ruined everything? I kind of...unravelled something that felt false to me but wasn't for any of them, so.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-14 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
Unravelled something that felt false?

What was it?
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[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-14 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
...

[There's a long moment before he answers because honestly at this point he knows it was stupid of him and he expectations it will be noted and...]

That we were a family.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-14 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[internally he's a little surprised to hear this, but not for the reason Eclipse probably thinks]

A family? Is that how Heart Soldier considers itself?
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-14 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
Is that right? Huh.

But you don't think it feels like one?
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[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-14 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
I mean, they tried to make the clear to me when I arrived and...yeah.

...Yeah, at some point it started to feel less like one to me.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-14 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
What do you expect a family to feel like?

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-14 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
I dunno, like...one that seems to scatter so much to seek comfort with people from outside, I guess? And that I could actually talk to them without worrying that all these...feelings would make thing worse? I feel like I don't really know how to talk to some of them or find enough stuff in common for there to be something, and I'm not close to them and they're not really close to me.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-14 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
Is your unit feeling like a family something that you want? Or need?
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[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-14 10:57 am (UTC)(link)
[He actually looks taken by surprise when he hears that, because no one's ever actually asked that.]

I...

[...]

Honestly, I don't know. It's just -- a lot of them call it a family, and I kind of get why? It'd be nice. I think I wanted to be able to keep believing in that. I still do, I guess.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-14 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
What things need to happen for it to feel like that for you?

What are your needs that you need filled in order to feel okay?

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-15 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
....I...I don't know. I'm still trying to figure that out. They promised me to actually try to look after ourselves first before we start worrying about other people, but it's kinda hard to believe they won't lose their heads and forget about it after all this time? But I want us to at least try not to die. Even if we still die then it'd be after trying to fight it.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-15 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Is that the only thing you need to be okay? For them to fight for you in games?

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-15 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
It would be a start. I...don't know what to do about feeling like I'm so totally different from most of them.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-15 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
In what way do you feel like you're different?

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-15 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
Different values, different interests, just...very different as people. In a kind of way where it feels like we're a whole world apart.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-16 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
Different isn't necessarily a bad thing.

...Though I do understand that having different priorities in games does make things difficult. That's true.

Is the way you feel about gameplay decisions inextricably linked to your expectations of what a family feels like?

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-07-16 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
It isn't a bad thing, but I feel like we're so different that there's a kind of...gap, I guess. And -- Prim's trying, and I think D.va's trying too, but all the people I felt I related to the most on the unit are gone now.

And...I guess it does? I don't want us to die, I don't want to die, but nearly every game where our lives are hanging in the balance I have to argue with them to play to survive, it feels like...I just hold them back from doing what they really want and make them miserable. And when they hesitate and waffle so much, it feels like I don't mean as much as all these other people that they want to help. Which...is selfish and I know it's complicated but...I thought family mattered the most?
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-07-23 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
If everyone in the family wants a different thing, even if you are prioritizing your family, it doesn't necessarily make decisions more clear. Playing light and having your own unit matter most are not mutually exclusive.

...But maybe that's not what you mean?
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[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-08-03 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
...Mmm, I guess I think that we ought to look out for ourselves first before we worry about other people. It always feels like a lot of my unit are so busy thinking of other people and wanting to help them that they forget we're not exactly fine, either.
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[personal profile] we_meet_again 2019-08-03 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I doubt it's that they forgot, but that they are trying to weigh the amount of pain each option will yield and trying to pick the one that seems more bearable.

Would it be okay to share my perspective, as someone who resonates pretty strongly with the idea of "I don't want to die, but I won't necessarily protect myself, either"?

[personal profile] inspiteful 2019-08-05 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
...Yeah, sure. I've kind of felt like I just run into a wall with them sometimes, so maybe hearing from another person might help.