imeeji_frontstage | medical/self-care live!

medical/self-care live!

Who: some cute nurses & you
Where: the lobby + wherever if you want a housecall
When: day 131, noon

[ hope everyone is resting well! or maybe keeping busy, as one does after horrible trauma. some sensitIVs are doing just that - actually, it's been a while since lucifel's called a live, hasn't it? but he's in the lobby in a nurse outfit, with nya, and possibly a few other sensitIVs who may or may not have been roped into wearing nurse outfits. it's mystery ]

Ahhh . . . Uhm, good morning, everyone -

[ somewhat nervously, or maybe self-conscious, ]

It's been a while, hasn't it? Not for any good reason either, but - in any case, we thought it would be good to have something like this again . . . that is -

Hello! This is a medical checkup Live, since we've had a rough couple of days. Uhm, if you would like to get a checkup, we'll be here in the lobby! Even if you don't feel it's necessary, we've arranged to have some comforts here, if you'd like to stop by for some self-care, instead!

[ camera swivel to the lobby which has a bunch of dakimakuras (stripped of their covers so you're not looking at lewds) and blankets, some of them raised up like someone's taken boxes to make them into tables and put a blanket over it so it looks nicer. on them are a few kettles and teapots, mismatched like someone gathered pretty much every tea dispenser he could. there are also a few trays of sweets - desserts from the café, as well as fruits to be cut up, as well as like, ice cream and Japanese snacks like purin and senbei. there is probably literally a boxtable that is entirely just mandarin oranges. ]

. . . Uhm . . .

[ with the camera back to lucifel, who looks somewhat conflicted - though overall grateful, ]

Speaking personally for a moment - it was really comforting to have people by my side, yesterday - so thank you . . . Even though I was a mess who couldn't stop crying . . .

. . . And - in the end, it made me feel a lot better, and I understood just then that crying can bring great relief! So - uhm, if you need a shoulder to cry on, or an ear to listen to your troubles, or a lap to rest your head on, or someone to hug or wrestle to get rid of stress - well, I don't know if we're all able to do that here but we'll do our best to help you how we can!

[ and he gives an earnest smile, there ]

I'm still - uhm, learning . . . quite a lot of things, so this is the best I could think of for "self care", but if you have an idea for the future, I'd be most grateful to know it!

[ then, a beat ]

Ahh, but it's understandable that you might not want to relax around some people, so - well - for this reason, we decided against visiting every dorm like we did before, but -

If you'd like one of us to make a housecall to your dorm instead, then please send a text to your preferred healer on duty, and we'll be on the way! If you really can't tolerate any of us, then . . . well, it would be best to get as many points as you can, since this last game was really bad for scars, but - well, in any case, we'll do our best to stay out of your way, so please let us know in advance as well, or otherwise spend some time outside of the lobby, please! We've made a border -

[ with a gesture to the line of pillows where all dakimakura and blanket and foodnonsense stops ]

- for you to have a clear walkway, so please bear with our intrusion for the next couple of hours!

[ cheerily. ok lucifel signing off ]

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Huh. That would've been weird.

Would it have? I didn't . . . Mm, I don't really care about what people call me, so . . .

...You don't like being called by your true name, though.

Strategically speaking, it's unsound.

. . .

[ looking down to the bread, ]

Besides that, there's only one thing I'm known for, but I am known for it.

Mm, I suppose that's true. Though lots of people here wouldn't have ever heard about it.

As minor as it is, it's in the modern curriculum for Japanese students. Besides that, it's accessible information here in the library.

. . . Hearing the name alone was enough for my unitmate to know.

Fair enough, fair enough. I won't bother you about it.

. . . I don't mind if you're the one asking.

They're not particularly deep reasons, in any case. I just detest the idea that someone will have an upper hand of knowing everything about me without having the same opportunity to learn about them.

[ a beat ]

Well, it's fine if I have the advantage, though.

Hah, of course it is.

[in a more contemplative tone]

As for me, I don't really care how much people know about me. Can't have weak spots if weakness is the only thing you've got.

Well said, well said~ In your case, it's only advantageous to you if people know about you, I should think.

Well, that depends on what they know.

For the most part, I was thinking about the killing thing.

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Yeah, I suppose. Though it's not like it's that advantageous.

But people could understand better. Maybe you wouldn't need to make any more Lives, then.

I won't be making those kinds of Lives again anymore, anyway. It's a waste of time.

[ wandering over to a drawer to open it

it has nothing but knives

pulling one out. ]

Mm, your time is better spent on other things.

[!!!knives!!!]

It's not like people would understand just from something like that. And really, I don't even need to be understood.

[ !!!knives!!! ]

Do you prefer it that way?

[ getting one for doodle too and setting it in front of him before he starts cutting a lattice pattern into the bread ]

There's... good and bad to it, either way?

[picks up the knife but doesn't do anything with it, lost in thought for a moment]

And being understood is hard, so I might as well do what's easier.

[ casual in his movements but observing him intently ]

Avenger is easygoing like that.

And... trying to explain always leads to "why." Why am I like this, why do I hate humanity so much, questions like that.

It's not like the answer's a secret or anything, don't get me wrong. I don't care that some people do know. I just don't like telling about it to people.

Because it's exhausting?

I don't want anyone's pity.

[ letting the knife hover over the dough for a moment ]

. . . Mm. Yeah.

I understand. Ultimately, knowing my True Name won't give anyone any advantage over me, especially in this place, but . . .

I get it.

Yeah. So...

[shrugs as if to dispel the subject and cuts some neat scores in the bread]

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