imeeji_frontstage | medical/self-care live!

Who: some cute nurses & you
Where: the lobby + wherever if you want a housecall
When: day 131, noon

[ hope everyone is resting well! or maybe keeping busy, as one does after horrible trauma. some sensitIVs are doing just that - actually, it's been a while since lucifel's called a live, hasn't it? but he's in the lobby in a nurse outfit, with nya, and possibly a few other sensitIVs who may or may not have been roped into wearing nurse outfits. it's mystery ]

Ahhh . . . Uhm, good morning, everyone -

[ somewhat nervously, or maybe self-conscious, ]

It's been a while, hasn't it? Not for any good reason either, but - in any case, we thought it would be good to have something like this again . . . that is -

Hello! This is a medical checkup Live, since we've had a rough couple of days. Uhm, if you would like to get a checkup, we'll be here in the lobby! Even if you don't feel it's necessary, we've arranged to have some comforts here, if you'd like to stop by for some self-care, instead!

[ camera swivel to the lobby which has a bunch of dakimakuras (stripped of their covers so you're not looking at lewds) and blankets, some of them raised up like someone's taken boxes to make them into tables and put a blanket over it so it looks nicer. on them are a few kettles and teapots, mismatched like someone gathered pretty much every tea dispenser he could. there are also a few trays of sweets - desserts from the café, as well as fruits to be cut up, as well as like, ice cream and Japanese snacks like purin and senbei. there is probably literally a boxtable that is entirely just mandarin oranges. ]

. . . Uhm . . .

[ with the camera back to lucifel, who looks somewhat conflicted - though overall grateful, ]

Speaking personally for a moment - it was really comforting to have people by my side, yesterday - so thank you . . . Even though I was a mess who couldn't stop crying . . .

. . . And - in the end, it made me feel a lot better, and I understood just then that crying can bring great relief! So - uhm, if you need a shoulder to cry on, or an ear to listen to your troubles, or a lap to rest your head on, or someone to hug or wrestle to get rid of stress - well, I don't know if we're all able to do that here but we'll do our best to help you how we can!

[ and he gives an earnest smile, there ]

I'm still - uhm, learning . . . quite a lot of things, so this is the best I could think of for "self care", but if you have an idea for the future, I'd be most grateful to know it!

[ then, a beat ]

Ahh, but it's understandable that you might not want to relax around some people, so - well - for this reason, we decided against visiting every dorm like we did before, but -

If you'd like one of us to make a housecall to your dorm instead, then please send a text to your preferred healer on duty, and we'll be on the way! If you really can't tolerate any of us, then . . . well, it would be best to get as many points as you can, since this last game was really bad for scars, but - well, in any case, we'll do our best to stay out of your way, so please let us know in advance as well, or otherwise spend some time outside of the lobby, please! We've made a border -

[ with a gesture to the line of pillows where all dakimakura and blanket and foodnonsense stops ]

- for you to have a clear walkway, so please bear with our intrusion for the next couple of hours!

[ cheerily. ok lucifel signing off ]

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For the most part, I was thinking about the killing thing.

Edited 2019-06-30 16:03 (UTC)

Yeah, I suppose. Though it's not like it's that advantageous.

But people could understand better. Maybe you wouldn't need to make any more Lives, then.

I won't be making those kinds of Lives again anymore, anyway. It's a waste of time.

[ wandering over to a drawer to open it

it has nothing but knives

pulling one out. ]

Mm, your time is better spent on other things.

[!!!knives!!!]

It's not like people would understand just from something like that. And really, I don't even need to be understood.

[ !!!knives!!! ]

Do you prefer it that way?

[ getting one for doodle too and setting it in front of him before he starts cutting a lattice pattern into the bread ]

There's... good and bad to it, either way?

[picks up the knife but doesn't do anything with it, lost in thought for a moment]

And being understood is hard, so I might as well do what's easier.

[ casual in his movements but observing him intently ]

Avenger is easygoing like that.

And... trying to explain always leads to "why." Why am I like this, why do I hate humanity so much, questions like that.

It's not like the answer's a secret or anything, don't get me wrong. I don't care that some people do know. I just don't like telling about it to people.

Because it's exhausting?

I don't want anyone's pity.

[ letting the knife hover over the dough for a moment ]

. . . Mm. Yeah.

I understand. Ultimately, knowing my True Name won't give anyone any advantage over me, especially in this place, but . . .

I get it.

Yeah. So...

[shrugs as if to dispel the subject and cuts some neat scores in the bread]

Mm.

I certainly agree, though I can't seem to help myself, either. . .

[ somewhat contemplative himself, as he sets the knife down and moves to the center of the kitchen where there are a few big ass macaron shaped ceramics and a wire rack covering a big ass hole (furi: oven) ]

It's a pretty natural urge, I think.

[holding on to the knife and watching him go]

Even so.

[ pushing the wire rack out - it rotates as if on a hinge - and he's sticking his hand down to start fiddling with something in the pit ]

Uhmm . . . This needs to heat up first, so we have some time to do something else if you like.

...I don't really have anything in particular I wanna do.

[he would semi-jokingly suggest sex but, he doesn't know if that's a weird subject still,]

I think laziness is fine but are you really content with doing nothing?

We could just keep talking? Unless there's something you wanna do.

. . .

[ somewhat abashed, ]

I want to touch Avenger . . .

[!]

...What kind of touching are we talking here?

[ sitting up from the oven when the fire is lit to fold his fingers into each other ]

As long as we're approximately this close, it's probably . . .

[ . . . ]

No, maybe a little closer might be good . . .

[puts down the knife and walks over to him]

However close you want to be is good.

[ getting up from his spot, reaching up to him as if for an embrace ]

What about you?

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