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[idolpro]

WHO: More time looking to have good idols
WHERE: Game Tower
WHEN: Day 120, later morning

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Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

[ stares at her briefly, a little thrown off, a little lost ]

. . .

Ah . . .

[ with a faint smile, ]

Certainly . . . Certainly, the person I was then, and the person I am now . . . There is such a stark difference that I wonder if you could still say we are the same person?

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

Is it a difference you’re happy with?

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

[ i would rather set myself on fire than talk to a member of lilis ever again ]

. . . .

It isn't.

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

I’m sorry. Aa...the great thing about this place though.... is we have so much time. Do you know what you want to change?

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

[ first of all, i would like to change myself from alive to dead, ]

. . . No, I'm afraid I don't. I'm certain I went wrong somewhere, but I can't figure out where.

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

Changing...I think....is natural. Especially in a place like this. Even if you weren’t “here”, you still would have changed at least a little from how you were.

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

[ quiet for a moment, and then a moment more - before he smiles, pained like her words have cut him ]

You're a kind person, aren't you, Camellia-san?

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

So I've been told, but...your expression makes it seem as though I've been terribly unkind.

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

My, it's simply that it's a bit bright out, and I did not have much sleep the night before - please, pay it no mind.

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

...that doesn't exactly sound truthful...

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

You have a good ear.

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

We can talk about something else, if you'd like.

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

Thank you.

Do you like your unitmates?

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

I do. I'm very lucky that they've all been so kind to me.

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

That's good . . . Ah, would this be your first game?

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

It's my second, actually. I'm very grateful I got to play two games like this as my first ones.

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

I see. Are you making many friends?

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

Mm, in my first game I got to meet Angel and Whisky! They were both very kind.

And in this game I've had the chance to meet even more people.

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

- Whisky-san is, isn't he! Mm, I'm glad to hear that you were able to make friends with him. Angel-san, too - she's a wonderful person.

Everyone here is kind, in one way or the other, but Angel-san is one of the kinder people here. It's good that you're making friends. . .

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

They were both very lovely!

Aa..everyone has been very kind so far, I feel very lucky. My team stays in a lot...but even so...I've met so many people. Have you met many of the people here?

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

Mmm, I liked to meet new people whenever I could, but I've been socializing a bit less, recently -

[ with a pause ]

Well, there are something like over eighty people here, so it's just hard to keep track of everyone.

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

Are you tired?

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

[ honestly he would not ordinarily admit this to literally anyone, including himself

but these past few days have been rough ]

. . . I am.

Re: camellia

[letgrow]

[Traces the rim of her glass]

I think....it's good that you can acknowledge it. And take a break when you need it. Being tired isn't something to feel bad about. This place seems very....go go go. It feels like it could be very easy to get swept up into going at a pace that isn't your own. Something like that...

Re: camellia

[sancrimony]

. . . To be honest, even when I'm feeling tired, I feel like everything's going too slowly, too. It's partially my fault for having too-fast of a pace.