I'm not sure what to say. I played instead of making a big mess for everyone else. I didn't insist on taking all the punishments myself, particularly ones that could have made problems for everyone else like messing with my age or inhibitions. We sent out punishments to other units, hard as that was. We kept all the water off them.

I did what I promised to do, and I'll keep doing that especially now that I know what could happen if I keep throwing games, but I'm never going to be okay with it.