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[zugzwange]

Who: hi, it's haruto
Where: hospital
When: Day 42, evening?? idk

[ have you ever wanted to wander around drunk in a hospital texting random people.

let me tell you, it's a lot of fun.

you can either run into him, in person, or perhaps you were the recipient of a random message: what's a digestive disease anyway ]

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[criminaljustice]

[... wat.]

a disease that affects the stomach and intestines?

[zugzwange]

but what

what

[ a delay ]

not like a biscuit

[criminaljustice]

pretty sure you can't eat biscuits properly with a digestive disease

btw meant to text you a couple of days ago but: you were right.

[zugzwange]

i'm always right

[criminaljustice]

not even going to ask about what?

[zugzwange]

well if i'm always right then it's something i was right about

[criminaljustice]

it's not so easy to not commit to an answer

[zugzwange]

you had to tell me anyway though didnt you. ha. having fun?

[criminaljustice]

define "fun"

[zugzwange]

enjoyment, amusement, or lighthearted pleasure.

[criminaljustice]

i wouldn't say "lighthearted"

[zugzwange]

heavy, burdened, an overall weight on you for your lack of understanding or frustration but still amusing?

[criminaljustice]

mostly just tired but still amused
i'm too old for feeling too bad about not getting it before

[zugzwange]

you need to re-energize. senior citizen discounts dont even apply here

[criminaljustice]

any suggestions?

[zugzwange]

are you still having romantic trouble

[criminaljustice]

[... pause...]

not trouble
things have been pretty steady there
though i guess there's some stuff i need to hash out at some point

[zugzwange]

＿ﾉ乙(､ﾝ､)＿

[criminaljustice]

you asked
what? wanted the more juicy details or something?

[zugzwange]

(ㆆᴗㆆ)

[criminaljustice]

i'm not going to go into a lot of detail but basically:
one of my lovers brought up the possibility of opening up the relationship a bit to include another person
the my other lover is not that happy about it, but they aren't usually happy about open relationships to begin with
the frustrating/tiring bit for me is that i said at the start of this exclusive thing that i was fine with that
but they insisted that it wasn't fair to me
so now i'm kind of left in an awkward position of not minding the addition but kind of minding the whole "fairness" thing
when i don't want to care about that
and don't know how to bring it up without making it a Big Thing
make sense?

[zugzwange]

just make it a big thing

[criminaljustice]

that sounds exhausting

[zugzwange]

you've got to get over it eventually. make it a big deal and broadcast it so i can watch

[criminaljustice]

helpful