There is a lot going on... [He motions to himself.] .... here.

For one, I was attacked as soon as I stepped out of my room, and then I had to learn about all of the terrible things I had done in my life and even in this place previously, and furthermore find out what I am to do in order to be able to continue living with myself, and then the games have hardly had anything to do with how people think of the unit as a whole anyway!

So I am simply... trying to make it from one day to the next. Any standings we have can come naturally.