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[ from here ]

.... .... I don't know what Santa told you. And I'm not going to stand here and say that I'm innocent, or that she somehow deserved it because she didn't.

But if I was going to do anything out of jealousy, I'd kill you first.

[ he laughs ]

That's fair enough. I think she was broken at that point anyway.

But it still doesn't change that you hurt her.

I KNOW that! [ snarling, his fingers clenching tighter around his glass. it's so hard. it's so fucking hard not to just smash this thing against Whisky's face. ]

I already admitted it over and over! What the hell else do you want from me!?

You said it, didn't you? "I love her, I would never hurt her".

What's stopping you from doing it again?

[ ... god damn it. you just had to phrase this as an actual question didn't you.

he can't drink. he can't give this guy the satisfaction or the points. ]

... a contract. I'm going to make her sign a Taisho contract that makes it so I can't hurt her, even if I lose control.

So you can't hold yourself to it through your own will. You don't know if you'd do something like that again.

[ hey guess what that's not a question so he doesn't have to answer you. ]

-- why did you agree to sleep with Santa in the first place?

Because she asked, and I wanted to do it. Do you think she's unfuckable?

Of course I don't think that. [ absolutely spits back. snarling. fuck you. ]

Most people have sex because they love someone, or at least like them, or have some kind of feelings attached. Do you have feelings for her? Do you have any feelings at all?

I like spending time with her. She's not boring to be around.

Do I need more reason than that?

...... technically, no. But you should.

Do you care about anyone here?

I'm trying.

[ - - shit. he readies his drink. ]

-- you're what?

[ smells blood.

... he steps closer. ]

You're trying to care about someone? Who?

[ he hates you so much ]

Lucifel. Haruto. Santa.

[ Haruto is one thing, and he'd already mostly admitted to Santa. But his blood runs cold when he hears Lucifel. ]

... why... why do you want to care about them?

I want to know what it's like to love someone.

[ his voice is thick with distaste at admitting it, not that he's been too shy about it with other people but Loki specifically --- ]

Why does it matter to you?

[ ... oh my god.

oooooooooh my god holy shit. Holy shit. holy shit. holy shit. what does he do with this information he's reeling.

that's. almost cute. what the fuck. what the actual fuck Whiskers. ]

......... because I love them. I love Santa, and I love Lucifel. So I wanted to know why, and what you wanted with them. Because I worry about them.

[ he says all of this with perfect ease. like it's just second nature. ... ... also. ]

I wanted to see something human in you.

[ disgusting. disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]

What, then are you satisfied?

... no. [ eat shit whiskers he found a wound and he's going to dig in it. ]

Why do you want to know what it's like to love in the first place? You strike me as the kind of person who thinks "it's a weakness".

Hiryuu showed me what it felt like and I wanted more of that -- feeling. It's really not that complicated.

Hiryuu did? [ ?????? ] ... how? Why?

[ the way he's ASSUMING THIS TOOK PLACE DOESN'T MAKE SENSE AT ALL ]

She has an ability where she can share her emotions with other people.

[ ..... alright that. somehow. makes way more sense than anything else he thought and is actually a relief. ]

... and you liked feeling love?

I wanted more of it.

You make it sound like some kind of drug.

[ actually... that's not inaccurate, is it? ]

What was it like for you?

Loki -> Whiskers

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