that eye starts shifting from solid black to yellow again. her shoulders go a little tense ]
Well-- I'm sorry for asking you to be nicer, and I know I definitely haven't done it since, cuz I know now it just makes everything worse. And for trying to help you manage things with Doodles better the only ways I know how, and I won't do it again. I'm sorry. It wasn't helpful at all.
... but I'm not wrong about Ashley. I'm standing by that. She was wrong to tell you to leave, and it's not like I didn't say something when it happened. But fighting and reactions is what she wants and if she wants to act like a tantrum-y toddler you gotta treat her like one. She's not a good person so trying to work with her like she is one or that she's at all reasonable is just going to make you hurt more. That's why I talked to her in the first place, cuz I know what to do to get her to do what I want. And she was gonna do what I wanted, which was, at the very least, be more accepting of you. But it doesn't matter now anyway, cuz she's gone and I doubt she's coming back.
So I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't understand, and maybe I'm not trying hard enough or something. I don't know. Things get better for five minutes and just go to shit again and I don't know what to do anymore.
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that eye starts shifting from solid black to yellow again. her shoulders go a little tense ]
Well-- I'm sorry for asking you to be nicer, and I know I definitely haven't done it since, cuz I know now it just makes everything worse. And for trying to help you manage things with Doodles better the only ways I know how, and I won't do it again. I'm sorry. It wasn't helpful at all.
... but I'm not wrong about Ashley. I'm standing by that. She was wrong to tell you to leave, and it's not like I didn't say something when it happened. But fighting and reactions is what she wants and if she wants to act like a tantrum-y toddler you gotta treat her like one. She's not a good person so trying to work with her like she is one or that she's at all reasonable is just going to make you hurt more. That's why I talked to her in the first place, cuz I know what to do to get her to do what I want. And she was gonna do what I wanted, which was, at the very least, be more accepting of you. But it doesn't matter now anyway, cuz she's gone and I doubt she's coming back.
So I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't understand, and maybe I'm not trying hard enough or something. I don't know. Things get better for five minutes and just go to shit again and I don't know what to do anymore.