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imeeji_frontstage2019-06-26 11:04 am
sancrimony) wrote in imeeji_frontstage2019-06-26 11:04 am
Entry tags:
- !days 131-140,
- amakura tomoe,
- bride,
- elaine felkin,
- ruler | kotomine shirou,
- yuizaki hiyono,
- βͺ gokudera hayato,
- βͺ hibari kyouya,
- βͺ hlasoh,
- βͺ lucien amritas,
- βͺ okumura haru,
- βͺ shinguji korekiyo,
- βͺ todoroki shouto,
- βͺ tsukinaga leo,
- β ascensuri cataracta,
- β kaiba seto,
- β lumen sufficiens,
- β song hana,
- β tenshuoin eichi,
- β― angra mainyu,
- β― catra,
- β― damian wayne,
- β― maruyama aya,
- π³ kija,
- π³ kurosu jun,
- π³ yona
medical/self-care live!
Who: some cute nurses & you
Where: the lobby + wherever if you want a housecall
When: day 131, noon
[ hope everyone is resting well! or maybe keeping busy, as one does after horrible trauma. some sensitIVs are doing just that - actually, it's been a while since lucifel's called a live, hasn't it? but he's in the lobby in a nurse outfit, with nya, Β and possibly a few other sensitIVs who may or may not have been roped into wearing nurse outfits. it's mystery ]
Ahhh . . . Uhm, good morning, everyone -
[ somewhat nervously, or maybe self-conscious, ]
It's been a while, hasn't it? Not for any good reason either, but - in any case, we thought it would be good to have something like this again . . . that is -
Hello! This is a medical checkup Live, since we've had a rough couple of days. Uhm, if you would like to get a checkup, we'll be here in the lobby! Even if you don't feel it's necessary, we've arranged to have some comforts here, if you'd like to stop by for some self-care, instead!
[ camera swivel to the lobby which has a bunch of dakimakuras (stripped of their covers so you're not looking at lewds) and blankets, some of them raised up like someone's taken boxes to make them into tables and put a blanket over it so it looks nicer. on them are a few kettles and teapots, mismatched like someone gathered pretty much every tea dispenser he could. there are also a few trays of sweets - desserts from the cafΓ©, as well as fruits to be cut up, as well as like, ice cream and Japanese snacks like purin and senbei. there is probably literally a boxtable that is entirely just mandarin oranges. ]
. . . Uhm . . .
[ with the camera back to lucifel, who looks somewhat conflicted - though overall grateful, ]
Speaking personally for a moment - it was really comforting to have people by my side, yesterday - so thank you . . . Even though I was a mess who couldn't stop crying . . .
. . . And - in the end, it made me feel a lot better, and I understood just then that crying can bring great relief! So - uhm, if you need a shoulder to cry on, or an ear to listen to your troubles, or a lap to rest your head on, or someone to hug or wrestle to get rid of stress - well, I don't know if we're all able to do that here but we'll do our best to help you how we can!
[ and he gives an earnest smile, there ]
I'm still - uhm, learning . . . quite a lot of things, so this is the best I could think of for "self care", but if you have an idea for the future, I'd be most grateful to know it!
[ then, a beat ]
Ahh, but it's understandable that you might not want to relax around some people, so - well - for this reason, we decided against visiting every dorm like we did before, but -
If you'd like one of us to make a housecall to your dorm instead, then please send a text to your preferred healer on duty, and we'll be on the way! If you really can't tolerate any of us, then . . . well, it would be best to get as many points as you can, since this last game was really bad for scars, but - well, in any case, we'll do our best to stay out of your way, so please let us know in advance as well, or otherwise spend some time outside of the lobby, please! We've made a border Β -
[ with a gesture to the line of pillows where all dakimakura and blanket and foodnonsense stops Β ]
- for you to have a clear walkway, so please bear with our intrusion for the next couple of hours!
[ cheerily. ok lucifel signing off ]
sensitIVs | HOUSECALLS/TEXTS | Bring Your Own Toplevels | TOPLEVELS ONLY
Where: the lobby + wherever if you want a housecall
When: day 131, noon
[ hope everyone is resting well! or maybe keeping busy, as one does after horrible trauma. some sensitIVs are doing just that - actually, it's been a while since lucifel's called a live, hasn't it? but he's in the lobby in a nurse outfit, with nya, Β and possibly a few other sensitIVs who may or may not have been roped into wearing nurse outfits. it's mystery ]
Ahhh . . . Uhm, good morning, everyone -
[ somewhat nervously, or maybe self-conscious, ]
It's been a while, hasn't it? Not for any good reason either, but - in any case, we thought it would be good to have something like this again . . . that is -
Hello! This is a medical checkup Live, since we've had a rough couple of days. Uhm, if you would like to get a checkup, we'll be here in the lobby! Even if you don't feel it's necessary, we've arranged to have some comforts here, if you'd like to stop by for some self-care, instead!
[ camera swivel to the lobby which has a bunch of dakimakuras (stripped of their covers so you're not looking at lewds) and blankets, some of them raised up like someone's taken boxes to make them into tables and put a blanket over it so it looks nicer. on them are a few kettles and teapots, mismatched like someone gathered pretty much every tea dispenser he could. there are also a few trays of sweets - desserts from the cafΓ©, as well as fruits to be cut up, as well as like, ice cream and Japanese snacks like purin and senbei. there is probably literally a boxtable that is entirely just mandarin oranges. ]
. . . Uhm . . .
[ with the camera back to lucifel, who looks somewhat conflicted - though overall grateful, ]
Speaking personally for a moment - it was really comforting to have people by my side, yesterday - so thank you . . . Even though I was a mess who couldn't stop crying . . .
. . . And - in the end, it made me feel a lot better, and I understood just then that crying can bring great relief! So - uhm, if you need a shoulder to cry on, or an ear to listen to your troubles, or a lap to rest your head on, or someone to hug or wrestle to get rid of stress - well, I don't know if we're all able to do that here but we'll do our best to help you how we can!
[ and he gives an earnest smile, there ]
I'm still - uhm, learning . . . quite a lot of things, so this is the best I could think of for "self care", but if you have an idea for the future, I'd be most grateful to know it!
[ then, a beat ]
Ahh, but it's understandable that you might not want to relax around some people, so - well - for this reason, we decided against visiting every dorm like we did before, but -
If you'd like one of us to make a housecall to your dorm instead, then please send a text to your preferred healer on duty, and we'll be on the way! If you really can't tolerate any of us, then . . . well, it would be best to get as many points as you can, since this last game was really bad for scars, but - well, in any case, we'll do our best to stay out of your way, so please let us know in advance as well, or otherwise spend some time outside of the lobby, please! We've made a border Β -
[ with a gesture to the line of pillows where all dakimakura and blanket and foodnonsense stops Β ]
- for you to have a clear walkway, so please bear with our intrusion for the next couple of hours!
[ cheerily. ok lucifel signing off ]
sensitIVs | HOUSECALLS/TEXTS | Bring Your Own Toplevels | TOPLEVELS ONLY
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I must admit part of me is waiting for it.
. . . But, right now, it seems like he's going through death throes.
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[ lacing his fingers together, quiet for a moment ]
. . . Almost ten days ago, he said it. "I love you too". He couldn't say that before.
[ it sounds wonderful but his voice is thick with emotion like he's on the verge of tears ]
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1/3
[ abruptly, his composure completely lost now - like a sudden child's tantrum ]
Why - why, why, why - why did he -
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3/4 actually
- . . . Sorry. My apologies. ... In any case, there's nothing to be done about it now. He's already said it, and he's already . . .
The pebble has already become a boulder, and it can't be stopped now by any means -
[ with a pause, and then he swallows again - this time, like he's ingesting something bitter ]
- . . . any means that I can bear.
. . . And, most of all, I think . . . he's accepted it. At this point, struggling would be . . .
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[ bitterly, bitterly, bitterly smiling, ]
He's like the water of a river, that person - he runs down the path of least resistance. His laziness is his fatal flaw, I suppose. That is, I think, a little like how it was back in our world, too.
And -
Beyond that, between choosing to preserve his identity at the cost of what he's already tasted, or keeping that which he finds dear close to his chest, even at the cost of his identity . . . He's already . . .
He wants to protect the latter. Even if it means the end of his life, I'm sure. So -
[ and he brings both palms up to press to his eyelids now, not quite crying but his eyes are burning ]
- So. So . . .
[ no, that's the end of what he had to say ]
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He places a hand on Lucifel's cheek, looking him directly in the eye as he speaks]
Enough.
This is what you wanted from me, isn't it? To stop you from throwing away what you have.
Do you think yourself so talented to be able to change the nature of the universe? Yet so unskilled that you can't walk the fine line between love and hate.
His change is not set in stone. And neither is yours. If his scales are tipped too much in the favor of love, then you counter it with hate. If he can parrot your love confession, he can do the same with this. Make this his path of least resistance.
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the frenetic energy remains but he's calmer, looking to find something to say - ]
. . . It isn't . . . by any means, talented, but -
[ - no, more importantly - ]
What should I . . . do? How should I do it . . . ?
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[Surely, there has to be something (not stupid). Surely]
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If it's something I do, then . . .
[ . . . letting his gaze wander to the side ]
If I . . . let myself get hurt outside of a game, by someone other than himself . . . or if I start speaking of a matter that, uhm . . .
[ swts ]
If it sounds as though I've unfairly blamed myself for something, then - I think he gets angry about that, probably?
[ neither of these answers are helpful ]
Once, he was frustrated that I did not wish to . . . uhm - lay with him, but that was a unique matter for that time, and we've since reconciled.
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MOVING ON]
I am automatically vetoing anything that requires you to self-sacrifice yourself. That would piss anyone off. Not just DoodleBoy.
...
Surely there is some conviction--- some skill that just annoys the fuck out of him.
[How does your dueling even WORK otherwise?]
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He's really, really lazy . . .
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[ hm ]
Do you like your heart? How it beats, the rhythm of it - do you like how your veins are organized, how they wire your body?
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It performs its function. That is what I expect of it.
[...
Please don't turn this into a cup metaphor]
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Just like blood pumps through your heart and through your veins, so does the desire to kill in his. It isn't occasional, and it isn't a reflex - it's a state of being, for him.
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[ honestly not sure if intensity saw that but ]
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Fine. Great.
So does he care about anything?
Other than you, obviously.
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[ *not him ]
But, with all due respect, I won't be doing anything untoward to them.
[ with a pause ]
Even when I was actively antagonizing βZRAEL, he didn't involve himself much . . .
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What "things" does he care about? Ideals? Passions?
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