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[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Who: Future is Now and visitors
Where: Future is Now
When: Day 99 (post event)

[Well at least none of them got stuck in Heaven or the Abyss]

[Silver lining]

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[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Do they still hurt?

[nohalation]

Oh no, do not worry! They stopped hurting once the noise in my head stopped!

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Do you remember exactly what the voice in your head was telling you?

[nohalation]

Hmm, let me think.

[Inhales a breath:]

What sins are being reflected?

I have already received judgment.

I will bear the marks.

Thus I am not worthy to pass through the gates.

I have to go back to the abyss where I came.

I should not, could not be where we were.

The thoughts eventually left, but the feeling of being in a place where I shouldn't be never really left.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

. . .

So it's a fucking sin to trust someone who would betray you?

Fucking stupid.

You belong wherever you want to fucking be.

[nohalation]

That's what I think, too. I hate it when people try to change my mind like that.

[touches the scars again]

So it's because of this then...

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Yes. They must be caused by the same magic that the people who visited Lilith are afflicted with.

C and Hurricane were also affected.

[nohalation]

That's weird . . . I don't think I ever met her . . .

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

And let's keep it that way. You only meet her if you kill yourself in a game.

[nohalation]

[uhh,]

Oh.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

You can still receive Heaven's Blessing even being marked by this place since Heaven's Blessing is ultimately controlled by Hell anyway.

So going home their way is still a possibility for you.

[nohalation]

...

Ohhhhhhhh. Right.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

So if you ever run into Azzy, you need to turn him down.

[nohalation]

[chin in hands]

I'm not ready to go home either though . . . I'll have to just reject everybody.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

. . .

Angel...

[nohalation]

What!

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

I don't want you to get stuck here if your ultimate goal is to eventually get back home.

[nohalation]

That's my goal, that's true, but it isn't like I can leave things alone when it's right there in front of me...

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

That sounds like you're signing up for staying until I take over Hell or C becomes the next god.

[nohalation]

Well, yeah! Gosh, of course!

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

There's no "of course" about it now that we know you can go home before that.

[nohalation]

[????]

I know, but I don't want to. Not yet anyway.

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

Fine. Just---


Fine.

[nohalation]

[??????????????????????]

...Are you angry?

[bluescreenwhitedragon]

[Huffs]

No.

[YES]