Memory + Live

[floriographys]

Who: Nyarlathotep + Anyone~
Where: Broadcast and then Lobby
When: Day 54 evening

[This is a memory that may look somewhat familiar to some, but it is from a different perspective this time. Looking out from behind the mask.

It's got a familiar face in it for some! Sanguine, who gets lifted up by the person whose memory is being broadcast, fingers squeezing around his throat after he was summarily beaten.

But it ends without bloodshed- just an iris and a promise that he will be back for his revenge.]

-LIVE-

[Oh boy THAT was. A memory.

Nya pushes the Media Attention button just a few seconds after he starts laughing. It's not a GOOD laughter. It's a very bad laughter, like he just got really nervous and couldn't stop himself and now it was just pouring out and oh no, oh god, oh please.]

Oh-! Ha! HahaHAAah! Ahahaha!

Oh, wow! HAHAHAHA! Would you just-...! HahahahaHAAHAHHAAHAHA! HAHAHAHAAHAAAA! HAHAHAH!! WHAT A FARCE! HAHAHAHAAAA HA HA! WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?!

DOn't yoU THINk It's FUNNY hoW THiNgs WorK OUt liKe tHAT?

Comments

[motorcycle_noises]

I can't help you with that. I've already reserved all of my hatred for the people in charge of this place.

[nohalation]

...












OOPS OH NO.

[Headpat headpat headpat dont cry dont cry]

[floriographys]

No one is forcing you to be in the lobby. It's a public space.

Can't get the points for freaking out in my room, can I?

Then how would I ever be useful? Come on, SensitIV! You're the healers, right?

[floriographys]

Maybe I WANT to be stabbed.

[floriographys]

[HEY! Nya is touch-starved but right now he's not super open to feeding that! IT makes him reel a little and grimace but he doesn't STOP him.]

It's all been discarded. Out with the trash.

[rollwithdisadvantage]

Because that's how you deal with problems. You hide.

How is that working out for you?

[floriographys]

I don't think they're worth it. Maybe just for me. Maybe I just don't need them

[floriographys]

I will probably vomit if I try to drink anything.

Sorry.

I'm very nauseous right now.

[speakssoftly]

Maybe. Honestly, I don't think there's any reason to force yourself. If you ever change your mind, you can buy them then.

[rationalizations]

[ god I don't understand like half the words out of your mouth at least ]

I don't care if you get paid for disturbing people. If you really don't want to kill anyone, then control yourself or leave.

[floriographys]

[You know what? Fine. He got his points. He's still freaking out, but he turns it off.]

What do you want?

[rollwithdisadvantage]

Then please do that in the privacy of your own dorm.

[theyregooddogs]

Nothing. You got everyone's attention. Did it help?

[motorcycle_noises]

Terribly! I'm fucking crazy and I hate myself and I feel like I'm about half a step from my own breakdown at any given moment, but I can't talk about anything because I choke on the words! I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to curl up in a ball and never move! But none of that is productive, so excuse the fuck out of me if I take a few hours sometimes to go collect myself so I don't lose my shit entirely!

[floriographys]

I just want

to get those healing.... powers...

and then I'll never talk to anyone again

[floriographys]

You control me.

I don't feel like it.

[speakssoftly]

[mood.]

I don't know if I can recommend that, but... I suppose that's not really my business.

[floriographys]

[Too late, he's started now it's not going to stop, and the head patting makes him cry more.]

[bevoted]

[ ... he's not going to pursue it, but it's concerning to see him react like that ]


. . . is that really what you want to do?

[floriographys]

I'm

probably capable of making people hate me all on my own.

[motorcycle_noises]

Probably. But I won't be one of them.

[nohalation]

Oh. Oh no, I hope I did not make you feel really bad! Um- um- uh-

[. . .







aaawkward hug?]

[we_meet_again]

Oh no! I'm sorry to hear that.


Uh... this will probably sound like a weird thing to ask, but if you could turn off all your negative emotions right now, would you want to? Or is this a thing you need to feel?

[rollwithdisadvantage]

Then lose your shit. Who knows. It might fucking work!

[floriographys]

[Even Nya doesn't know why that was his reaction.]

Sure.

Why not? I was doing just fine before I remembered. Just fine.