Yeah. Incredibly. But worse than feeling underfoot and in the way is... I don't know. Feeling guilty that I'm glad that I'm not going through it?
That's not quite it. I mean. I do understand that being involved would just be one more person to worry about for everyone else. But I still feel like I should be... Helping, somehow, in solidarity in some way. And if I were smarter I could figure out the right things to say or do to give everyone else a bit of courage or a bit of relief.
Instead, I'm kind of scared I'm the one being looked after.
Re: BAD END=DEAD END
Yeah. Incredibly. But worse than feeling underfoot and in the way is... I don't know. Feeling guilty that I'm glad that I'm not going through it?
That's not quite it. I mean. I do understand that being involved would just be one more person to worry about for everyone else. But I still feel like I should be... Helping, somehow, in solidarity in some way. And if I were smarter I could figure out the right things to say or do to give everyone else a bit of courage or a bit of relief.
Instead, I'm kind of scared I'm the one being looked after.