[ That does give her pause, in a way it hadn't when Lupine brought it up. She adores Lupine, but he has no earthly clue what it's like being like she is. Caeli does. Also she'll be having a bit of a chat with Pentium before deciding anything which is a funny thing to bring up in this thread ]

I hear what you're saying, but -- I don't see another way. If you can think of one that doesn't require either me hurting anyone else while I'm out of my mind or anyone else standing by while I break myself open trying to escape, I'm listening.