If it was effective, why wouldn't I want to try it?

[ But she sounds tired, despite the edge she's trying to put in her voice. Resigned. ]

I could attack people at random. Just whoever I happen to see, hack at them like in my memory. When the poison loses effectiveness, if things are as you claim, I'd be in agony over it. An empty shell. Maybe I'd never recover.

[ She glances over, how's that? ]