[There's an inward wince at Hurricane's pain. Why is he like this?
Why can't he just be happy for him...?]
...
Everyone leaves, Jay. Even if they don't want to. Even if I don't "deserve" it.
[He's liked and loved and yet none of it makes a difference. Never has.]
Besides- this kind of thing, it could take years, you know? Or decades, or even...
[...]
But... this is the only way you could go out. You're not the kind of guy who can just leave it alone when others are suffering. So... I guess, deep down, I already knew this would happen someday. I just wished it wouldn't.
[His hand leaves Hurricane's back, stroking his hair.]
But... I'll still love you, you know? Even if we're separated.
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Why can't he just be happy for him...?]
...
Everyone leaves, Jay. Even if they don't want to. Even if I don't "deserve" it.
[He's liked and loved and yet none of it makes a difference. Never has.]
Besides- this kind of thing, it could take years, you know? Or decades, or even...
[...]
But... this is the only way you could go out. You're not the kind of guy who can just leave it alone when others are suffering. So... I guess, deep down, I already knew this would happen someday. I just wished it wouldn't.
[His hand leaves Hurricane's back, stroking his hair.]
But... I'll still love you, you know? Even if we're separated.