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imeeji_frontstage2022-01-25 09:33 am
wotanon) wrote in imeeji_frontstage2022-01-25 09:33 am
it's a mingle!
Who: imeeji!
Where: imeeji!
When: day 439ish?
[ do you have effects from the game? do you have errands to run? chaos to cause? what's up my lads can i get an ups in the chat ]
Where: imeeji!
When: day 439ish?
[ do you have effects from the game? do you have errands to run? chaos to cause? what's up my lads can i get an ups in the chat ]
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eff me, I've been so good about not having him refer to games by their OOC names out loud] [ Oh, Hurry. Turning to look at him, smile apologetic. ]That game didn't make me do anything. I wasn't being controlled, or even influenced. And it wasn't a bad kill, either — I was protecting someone: I gave the other guy a lot of chances to back down. [ Heh. ] LiliS's powers are pretty defensive, you know? I could do that and not worry he was gonna kill me first.
[ Beat. Gaze flickering over Hurry's face, then away again. ]
It's not what I did. It's how it felt to do it — or how it didn't feel.
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If you were used to it before, that'd make sense, right?
That don't mean you can't change, if you wanna.
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We choose who we are, every action we take, every day we're alive.
[ Beat. ]
But I'm always going to be someone who'd killed enough people before I came here that one more barely made any difference. And that's just something I'm gonna have to live with, every day from here on out.
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It's... rough, when you got stuff you gotta cart around with you.
But it's like you said. Every day, every action, we got a chance to make new choices. Right?
And that ain't nothing.
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for like a month and a half, then: ]No. It's not nothing. [ Little smile. ] And — hey. If there's some big fancy judgment coming, I'm okay with that. Just one more reason to make the best of what we've got here, while it lasts.
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