[He wants this: the closeness, and the affection, and the presence to fill that aching lack inside him. He wants Izanagi's arms around him; he wants contact, as much as he can get]
[But that shame is still there, shimmering under all the rest. And if it's only when Izanagi wants, well, then - it's not like he can ask for too much, is it?]
[All of which comes with a wave of self-consciousness of its own, stronger than before]
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[He wants this: the closeness, and the affection, and the presence to fill that aching lack inside him. He wants Izanagi's arms around him; he wants contact, as much as he can get]
[But that shame is still there, shimmering under all the rest. And if it's only when Izanagi wants, well, then - it's not like he can ask for too much, is it?]
[All of which comes with a wave of self-consciousness of its own, stronger than before]