No, it's not saying it that's the problem. It's feeling it. Or, knowing I'm feeling it...? —No... it's not like there some objective feeling of love that everyone knows. All it means is that there's something I'm feeling that I've decided to call "love." But for a long time I didn't feel anything like that. Nothing strong enough that "love" felt like the right word to use. And then I finally did, and then I said it. Even if he didn't want me to, to make a point. And then there was you, and Nero, and somehow it felt natural... I'd never have imagined that "love" wouldn't feel like a strong enough word to use.

[she's babbling a bit perhaps]