If that's what you want, then I'll do my best to support you. However-- I do think you should take yourself into consideration a little more. There's not just one solution... and you aren't alone.
[Lancelot nods and turns a bit, leaning his forehead against hers.]
Not many people know my real name. Because admittedly I've considered my past and future very different. In the past-- my life was decided for me the moment I was born. But I never questioned it. I wanted to live up to those expectations. And yet I was in so many ways lacking.
It's funny. My life here is a much happier one in many regards. I have been able to live for myself... in ways that make me happy. With people who make me happy. [He tilts his head to kiss her.] I'm not certain that I could have said the same as Kurt Vander.
no subject
[Lancelot nods and turns a bit, leaning his forehead against hers.]
Not many people know my real name. Because admittedly I've considered my past and future very different. In the past-- my life was decided for me the moment I was born. But I never questioned it. I wanted to live up to those expectations. And yet I was in so many ways lacking.
It's funny. My life here is a much happier one in many regards. I have been able to live for myself... in ways that make me happy. With people who make me happy. [He tilts his head to kiss her.] I'm not certain that I could have said the same as Kurt Vander.