[ He doesn't ... really want to say any of this, but ... If he can't say it to Silver, who could he? ]

My body is riddled in scars, and once in combat ... my body reacts in extremely practiced motions neigh-instantly. When fighting those demons, I didn't think even once before diving into attacks that only the most seasoned of knight could preform.

... And, in those moments, my very thoughts were clouded with a darkness - a desire not to stay my lance until every one of my enemies in sight was cut down.

The man that lives within my memories ... is clearly very dangerous.