...I didn't do as much as you think. I don't think I told you just how much of what I remember was fake...

It was basically all of it. Everything before my killing game wasn't real. My orphanage, being an assassin... they were all implanted memories. Just a fictional backstory to make me the character they wanted for the game.

[shakes her head again, more sharply]

—Obviously that's over with. And I am building 'myself', now. But it is literally from nothing.

And I just... wish I had something, sometimes. That's all.