[ man he thought he did the worst thing but maybe not ]

. . .

[ a little awkwardly ]

I don't really know . . . what to quite say . . . uhm . . .

It feels as though . . . it should be important, since that was . . . the first time I had . . . uhm, but - even so, that was something . . . I shouldn't have done, I'm sure -

[ and he's rubbing at his wrist now, scratching at it ]