[ WELP. GUESS TODAY IS JUST FOR CRYING. But. Honestly it's not bad crying? She's. Smiling this time at least. A very heavy weight just got lifted from her shoulders, even if there's a feeling of--a lack of deserving. ]
I see.
[ she. laughs? it's a shuddering shocked sound, not that there's anything funny, but with that oppressive weight gone, she feels like she's vibrating with lightness ]
I see. I'm--
[ she laughs again; and this time she moves his hand one of her own so that together they cover her eyes. ]
I'm sorry. I'm not laughing at you. I'm just... I'm so relieved to hear that I'm--not--hated.
[ Tears flow one after the other down her cheeks until they finally reach his palms, burning hot still. ]
I'm sorry they took away your precious feelings.
[ She's not sure if she's allowed to say that or not--but she is. Shuten--should be able to be himself. To be able to enjoy being free and himself again. ]
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I see.
[ she. laughs? it's a shuddering shocked sound, not that there's anything funny, but with that oppressive weight gone, she feels like she's vibrating with lightness ]
I see. I'm--
[ she laughs again; and this time she moves his hand one of her own so that together they cover her eyes. ]
I'm sorry. I'm not laughing at you. I'm just... I'm so relieved to hear that I'm--not--hated.
[ Tears flow one after the other down her cheeks until they finally reach his palms, burning hot still. ]
I'm sorry they took away your precious feelings.
[ She's not sure if she's allowed to say that or not--but she is. Shuten--should be able to be himself. To be able to enjoy being free and himself again. ]