[Guess they're both going to fucksville together! He steals one more kiss before the glowing begins, just--
horror and grief like his heart's being ripped out his chest, watching his daughter die, (again? AGAIN!!!) watching the life fade from her eyes and the weight in his arms turns from a person into just a cold, bleeding body. Rage in every direction, but especially at himself - how could he have let this happen?
It was wrong, even the voice that had screamed from between the cracks of his shattered mind knew it wasn't supposed to happen this way. He wasn't fit to be a father, he was choking on every harsh word that might've alienated her. Regret. Self-loathing for his own poisonous anger, his inability to change.
And then the darkness swallowed him up. At that point it was almost a relief.]
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[Guess they're both going to fucksville together! He steals one more kiss before the glowing begins, just--
horror and grief like his heart's being ripped out his chest, watching his daughter die, (again? AGAIN!!!) watching the life fade from her eyes and the weight in his arms turns from a person into just a cold, bleeding body. Rage in every direction, but especially at himself - how could he have let this happen?
It was wrong, even the voice that had screamed from between the cracks of his shattered mind knew it wasn't supposed to happen this way. He wasn't fit to be a father, he was choking on every harsh word that might've alienated her. Regret. Self-loathing for his own poisonous anger, his inability to change.
And then the darkness swallowed him up. At that point it was almost a relief.]