"No help" is not even remotely close to describing what happened! I had yelling arguments with half my unit, got told I was selfish and thoughtless, and stormed out to cry in an alley!!

And I didn't say anything about wanting to go back!! Or even not wanting to be here! Listen to what I am actually saying! You're the one who's taking my choices away right now! You're the one who's telling me I should just sit here and be happy and not worry about why or try to do anything about it!!