[scrubs at his face, agitated. Sorry, Anubis, now that you got him going, all the upset and frustration he's been bottling up is all coming spewing out.]

I'm still kinda mad at them for sacrificing themselves for us, because we just... wanted so badly to not have to watch our friends die. Just once. And feel like we had some control over our own lives. But they didn't want to watch us die, either. So we both wound up trying to bus ourselves for each other and now we're all mad about it. It's so stupid.