. . . It's embarrassing to admit, but the last is simply a matter of growing pains. That isn't a struggle that anyone can take away from me, not without crippling my capability of growing in that direction. So, declining that, and removing the first two, since Intensity-sama is already a person who I've entrusted my burden with - already a person who understands "me" -

So, in the end, it boils down to a lack of trust in permanence. Not just that others will leave me, but . . .

. . . in the end, it is inevitable that "I" will leave. Rather, in some way, there will be a separation. Still, developing as a person with this knowledge in mind -