I don't feel... entitled to this grief. Because our unit is always fine, and it's everyone else that suffers. And even when we tried to stop it, we just hurt them more.

So I should just... shut up, and not complain about having it too easy, because that's disrespectful to the people who have it worse, as well as to the people who care about us and don't want us to get hurt.

I just need to be quiet and keep existing while I look for some other way to keep myself from breaking apart.