[ she really doesn't appreciate being called a liar. but in light of having blown up at him earlier today, she is trying to. not. repeat that mistake now. ]

I've already covered this, C. I'm perfectly aware of my feelings. And while I haven't gone around telling absolutely everyone about how devastated I am, I've spoken about it with some--and I have been processing.

[ maybe not the BEST but she's cried several times now

sometimes out of hysterical fear. ]

It's not as though I can cry once and be magically okay.