[. . . like their lives weren't filled with death and murder and maiming]

[oh]

[when that emotion pops up on the bond, Lily will feel a small pang of. . . longing from Mars. a feeling of wistfulness. a desire for his life to be that normal, at all times, not just in stolen moments like this]

[but all he does in response is bury his face a little closer to Lily's neck, and close his eyes so he can drift off as well]