If the knives make me feel better then what the hell does it hurt?! I'm not gonna start stabbing people for fun! Have some fucking faith in me! And why should I talk about it when you won't even talk about things?! Practice what you fucking preach, you filthy jock strap shit smear!
[SHOVING A PALM INTO HIS FACE]
AND NEWSFLASH FOR YOU! You're not Nemesis OR Raijuu OR Cardigan! YES, Support them, grieve for them, protect them, BUT YOU AREN'T THEM! Instead of complaining about it, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Instead of sitting there pissing your diaper because you don't like the way your team interacts with each other or the community, THEN FIX IT! TELL THEM YOU WANT TO BE CLOSER! HOST LIVES SO PEOPLE WILL SEE AVANTE ISN'T SOME MURDER MYSTERY TEAM! BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE, YOU WHINY SACK OF HORSE SHIT!
Do you have any idea HOW HARD I work to be SOCIAL?! TO TALK TO PEOPLE! TO BE FRIENDLY AND LIKABLE IN THE HOPES THAT MAYBE THEY'LL LIKE ME JUUUUUUST ENOUGH THAT WILD CITY WON'T BE THEIR FIRST CHOICE FOR DEATH?! Do you think it's EASY to be the only person on Wild City who wants to play TRUST? Who wants to NOT PLAY HARD? It's NOT! I have to push for what I want! You just hide in your little castle and accept the way things are! DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I AM FOR YOU?! EVERY FUCKING GAME?!
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[SHOVING A PALM INTO HIS FACE]
AND NEWSFLASH FOR YOU! You're not Nemesis OR Raijuu OR Cardigan! YES, Support them, grieve for them, protect them, BUT YOU AREN'T THEM! Instead of complaining about it, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Instead of sitting there pissing your diaper because you don't like the way your team interacts with each other or the community, THEN FIX IT! TELL THEM YOU WANT TO BE CLOSER! HOST LIVES SO PEOPLE WILL SEE AVANTE ISN'T SOME MURDER MYSTERY TEAM! BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE, YOU WHINY SACK OF HORSE SHIT!
Do you have any idea HOW HARD I work to be SOCIAL?! TO TALK TO PEOPLE! TO BE FRIENDLY AND LIKABLE IN THE HOPES THAT MAYBE THEY'LL LIKE ME JUUUUUUST ENOUGH THAT WILD CITY WON'T BE THEIR FIRST CHOICE FOR DEATH?! Do you think it's EASY to be the only person on Wild City who wants to play TRUST? Who wants to NOT PLAY HARD? It's NOT! I have to push for what I want! You just hide in your little castle and accept the way things are! DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I AM FOR YOU?! EVERY FUCKING GAME?!